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| Sunday, August 31, 2003 |
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you left me with a little smile. she fluttered at 11:19 AM |
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-blehh- wanted to wake up at 9.30am...but ah hei kept on meowing so i've no choice but to wake up.then decided to come and update my picx gallery with e courageous photos! hahas.so it's up now already! -grins- but somehow i think i spoilt e photos...haiis.hmms,later meeting timothy they all for e "family day" event! hahas.
yesterday's PM was so so great!! and for a moment i was really in His presence...could really sense it.WFL was freezing cold...but we enjoyed e activity; bidding. hahas.i played piggyx.cuz she was bidding for sth then i went to raise e bid then voon they all was worried! hahas.praise and worship was nice...hahas.-ssccreamx- "with You" was so so nice though i listened before...heez...shall try to learn it.but it would sound nicer with electric guitar -blehh- hahas.and some things really happened when u expected e least.ahh.now listening to "with You" the instrument all that so strong...
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| Saturday, August 30, 2003 |
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heez...-looks at char and cel- hmms...they're still sleeping!! -muhahas- okays.char curls herself up...had a fun nitex yesterday manx!! min hui,kamaruddin and char came to my hse basketball court here and we talked...then later came up to take guitar and volleyball.then when we went down, jonathon teoh was there. then celine came (^^) then we chat and played till 1.10am? hahas.nice nice =) and i used volleyball to hit celine's back which gave her a chance to chase me by running after me! -muhahas- how should i wake them up?? -thinks- i've shepherding at 9.15am...ahhs.infront of me there are 4 hps now...-blehh- 1 8210,8250 and 2 6100 hahas.and i read all their sms-es...it's alright manx.ahahas.and celine scolded me for wasting her sms last nitex. act. i did e same to char's hp! -sigh- if sin hui were here last nitex then it would be counted as complete! hahas.nvm nvm.sep's holidays coming soon -chants on- we're going to sentosa!! hahas.hmms...so my hp can send emaiLz eh...hmms.hahas.go bathe now!!
*add ons. debbie juz sms-ed me that she'll meet me after service instead of now cuz she've WFL stuff to do...hahas. heh.my stomach is calling me...-blehh- shan't answer e call to eat that leads to make me fat!! -muhahas- -wonder- why my mood like so gd like that...*hmms...* listening to:: from the beginning until now(piano) nice nice!! =) she fluttered at 8:17 AM |
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| Friday, August 29, 2003 |
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which country produce e nicest watermelon? -wonders- hmms...now eating watermelon! hahas.it was sweeter than yesterday's! -muhahas- yeahx! -jumps ard- later going esplance with char! min hui and kamaruddin coming too! time to catch up! hahas.but...sth is wrong. min hui and kamaruddin is not e same class as me when i was back in pri. sch! hahas.nvm.
prayer meet was nice =) have u ever wonder why i always say it is nice? cuz e fact is...NICE!! into His presence,juz me and Him.tell Him my inner most feelings...letting Him comfort me...isn't it that e most wonderful thing?my Father,my lover, my friend...wow!! there's a little restructing in my unit...and i'm so (^^) abt it!! shall do my best manx!! played "bluff" with joo,maria,linda and rain before leaving RC.took bus home together with xt and phiax and we...hahas.sth makes us laugh out loud...ahahs.went with xt to buy her facial form and went home... hmms...it has been almost 1 week...-sigh- add ons. sorry babes.can't join ur for e concert...cuz got PM(prayer meet) then i also nv wear until semi-formal...promise to go with u guys another time okays? sorry...-smiLes- have fun at big durian!! hahas.dun eat up e big durian ar...ahahs. hmms...suddenly after returning from e toilet i dun have e feel of going to esplanade anymore.maybe becuz i'll come home too late which will make me extreme tired tmr.haiis.sms-ed char but i guess her cell-grp haven't finish so she haven't reply...waiting for her to come over to my hse.hahas...we gonna crap crap crap... God:: i yearn to be in Your presence every moment where i could find comfort and be secured in. that no sadness can ever have a chance to slip in which could break my heart and leave it shattered. i felt so so good to be in Your presence cause You never ever fail to embrace me tightly in the mighty arms of Your how could i ever want to be out of the little world of our own? where i could talk to You so freely bearing all my feelings that have been keeping inside for so long she fluttered at 8:52 PM |
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back from teachers' day celebration =) it was superb!! can say that my class is really talented and unite. however,what lacks in us is to be more organise.yes. that it! hmms...celebration starts off with evolution; dance.i seriously think they'd given their best! they spent nitex on practising to get e steps ritex! when jason and cong came out, we gave them our full support! and hahas.cong was ever so corny (^^) though there's this off tune part in "everything i own",it was still a lovely song.so cong! it's alright...it's the heart that counts! after that went home and was chatting with dear char all e way.then connected celine to to line too. hahas.i want to go esplande tonight!! ahhs.it's gonna be a lovely nitex right char,cel? hahas.their class having gathering later...not joining cuz having PM.and char is gonna come over to my hse for stay over! (^^) ahh.the picx is so so nice!! -beams- and it is on my comp.'s desktop right now!! ahahas.
haiis.i lost 5 bucks today...-scratches my head- i rem. that i didn't open my wallet at all before recess...who's e thief now...haiis.bye5bucks -blehh- ^^ gonna update my picx gallery now! xD she fluttered at 2:23 PM |
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| Thursday, August 28, 2003 |
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seriously i think i should focus on things that is real and not living in the world of my own.i've always been living in this little world of my own whenever i reach home. facing the four wallpaper-ed walls and infront of this black color monitor. i just need so much of time to heal this pain and to digest my everything. -breathes- my life still have to go on. i'm not gonna let it be stagnant for there.i know what i want and i want to go after it.wanna persue it too =) however,i wrote a little story about my memories between me and my friends. and it seems so so nice =) if only u all have the chance to read it then will ur rem. the nice moments.
-walks away- from the little world of my own and step out to the outside world,allowing the busy time to overtake my emotion and feelings. fades. she fluttered at 9:59 PM |
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 Which flock do you follow? this quiz was made by alanna -mehh mehh- calls out... eating papaya now.not that it was any of my favourite fruit but happens to be no more fruit.went nemo's hse juz now after cg and did some checking of my emaiLz... both acc. are near to overstorage!! hahas.but after awhile,it was avaliable again! -beams- did some forwarding to siMpsOnx family and a reply too =) "hey hey!" -calls out to everyone- my name is NOT separated.take note okays? will greatly appreciate ur gesture =) -double long sigh- realised that i didn't lose weight...haiis.what's that manx?! or izzit that i've to persevere for a mth or so before seeing e results?! *hmms* ohh wells,i really miss MSN big time.there is juz so many ppl in there! and my dad is gonna re-download everything on this sat which is his off day.and guess what? most of my stuff WILL be deleted...haiis. there goes my 590 songs.juz becuz of that little virus that attacked my comp. can cause me to delete my everything. don't think that i'll be joining elain they all for concert...i guess that they'll be pretty sad.sorry babes. next time yeahx? tmr is e celebration for teachers' day and i hadn't write cards for them yet...have to do it tonight! xD so happy to turn on my icq juz now...hahas.seems like so many ppl in icq juz now eh?but now...like so dead like that... haiis.okays,i've eaten aLOT of e papayas already...juz now did confirmation and it was like "have to really pray hard" that they'll come...they'll only be able to confirm with me tmr...*prays hard*
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| Wednesday, August 27, 2003 |
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there is just so much so much to say.
to say out the things within me. she fluttered at 9:32 PM |
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*yums* now eating watermelon!! hahas.i think i'd spent at least $6 for at least 2 weeks to buy e watermelons already!! hahas.anyway,it's really nice...*winks* went swimming after sch and realised that most of e ppl in e pool are males. hahas.
seriously i think that my class is a very talented class.we've all u want.singers,guitarists,dancers, sportsman/ sportswoman,artists etc.cong brought his guitar to sch today and i took and played what i learnt ytd and he kept asking me why i kept on playing e same thing...hahas.then jason came over and he played "now and forever", "eternal flame" etc...it was nice!! xD then PE i didn't do e 50 push-ups cuz it's not my fault for not wearing PE shorts...yesterday was jogathon so i wore it yesterday! however,i'm still able to play volleyball with them today.hahas. and cheng long spiked and hit me -____-"" yeahx!! i managed to learn sth from maths lesson today! -beams- shall continue to pay attention!! hahas.okays,i dun think i'm joining them for e beijing trip on 7th nov cuz they wants us to pay up by this week. suddenly when i was swimming,e mrt stations ran through my mind and i started to think abt stuffs...yupps. shan't say anything =p i think i'll most probably spend my time revising today's work rather than sLp...tmr is cg.after that going nemo's hse to teach her how to key in stats!! yeahx! and i can also check my emails and log in to MSN for a short while...hahas.but anyway,i dun think any of my bUdDyz siMpsOnx will be online...so its still e same.haiis.
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| Tuesday, August 26, 2003 |
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:) juz finished talking to debbie.got to know some of e areas that i've to grow in and to be above reproach. thankShepherd (^^) there's this fire deep within that keeps on burning.and i know that it is burning for God.
^___^ had a great time learning guitar from jacob.learnt of e 7s, strummings and pluckings!! so nice!! hahas. when paLx arrived i was listening to hologram and she was telling me that i'll surely sing out without realising... and i was all so quiet during e lesson.was busy learning and concentrating! nice nice =) jacob does inspired me abt His serving towards God and the talents that God gave him,he use it fully.inspired me big time.after lesson went to macs to have a bite with paLx! after that crap crap crap and walked to station...then waited for shuzhen and we went home.ohh wells,think i better go practise guitar now and spend QT!! there's still sch tmr! -beams- she fluttered at 11:50 PM |
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back from jogathon.wonderful!! -beams- i managed to jog and only stopped for abt 2-4mins?it was a 3.3km run... hehex.and i came in ard 30+ position out of e 3 levels.yeahx!! shall achieve a better timing next yr!! -looks forward- after that went to e swing there together with audrey,leng,hui and ling.nice nice =) i really enjoyed playing swing. it does let everything in my heart comes out.i think e last time i played was near my fren's hse.after that went to voon's hse to collect my locker key back from her! then went to take bus 13 then changed to bus 852...fell asleep when i was in 852 cuz too tired already.haiis.i finished my watermelon already...it was so so nice!! hehex.okays.i just managed to dig some more and now NO more for me to dig already... hahas.thinking of what i shld do now...shld i sLp? hmms...later going paLx hse first before going for guitar training.hahas -looks forward-
haiis.sometimes i just think that my words and my promises are just so contridicting.however,i mean what i say. she fluttered at 12:34 PM |
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I'm so tired of being here
Supressed by all my childish fears And if you have to leave I wish that you would just leave Cause your presence still lingers here And it won't leave me alone These wounds won't seem to heal This pain is just too real There's just too much that time can not erase When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears When you screamed I'd fight away all of your fears And I held your hand through all of these years But you still have all of me You used to captivate me by your resonating mind Now I'm bound by the life you left behind Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me These wounds won't seem to heal This pain is just too real There's just too much that time can not erase When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears When you scream I'd fight away all of your fears And I held your hand through all of these years But you still have all of me I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone But though you're still with me I've been alone all along When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears When you screamed I'd fight away all of your fears I held your hand through all of these years But you still have all of me
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| Monday, August 25, 2003 |
 Yoshimi - "Happy Beauty" What would your Japanese name be? (female) brought to you by Quizilla came back ard 10.20pm from seed meet cum dinner! hahas.act. didn't intend to eat but then almost e whole seed grp went to kfc to eat except for hui shi.really had a great great time with my grp ppl!! ^___^ am so happy to be able to run this race together with ur babes! -grins- hahas.nearly dun wanna wake up to go seed cuz was so tired after an hr nap.but praise God that i wasn't really late for seed meet! heez...and it was becuz of God that i'd joy today! was beaming all e way when i reached RC and joo was asking why i'm so happy.we sang "rise up and praise Him" and "for all You'd done"...and we reflected on how God has brought us through all this while...and i'm truly grateful towards God for bringing and guiding me all this while.learnt abt rejoicing in God in all circumstances! and again i'll say "rejoice!" amen! oohs,i was being a real blur sotong when i knocked on e room to ask daniel if we can use e room...cuz walmond opened e door when i knocked which was very fast! hahas. then i saw jun liang.i was searching e room for daniel and i was wondering "how come inside no leader?!" then i saw daniel! ahahas.so amused by myself manx.after meeting prayed for paLx and voon also! -grins- had a fun time having dinner with u babes! the laughters filled my heart so so much. and i ran after bus 853 to go home...ahahas.hmms,tmr having jogathon at bishan park 1.talking abt jogathon reminds me that i'd nv fulfil the promises towards eeLee of jogging together! -brr- nvm...nx week after cg404!! hahas.and we shall do our 6 rounds + 50 sit-ups!! hahas. *nervous* hahas.tmr paLx bringing me along to learn guitar from jacob at nexus.hahas.hmms...hahas. pray that i'll absorb whatever i can and improve my skills!! -beams- guitarist guitarist guitarist -chants on- before that going paLx hse to check emailz all that cuz my internet explorer still cannot...-sigh- heez...now using hanis's hp! 6100...e ONLY thing that i like abt color hp is e ONLY "nokia tune" polyphonic ringtone...it sound really nice when e sms rings...and i'd fallen deep love with 7210...haiis. God:: there's this sinful side of me which is unbearable yet You treasured me so much. Your love has never fail me whenever I needs it so badly. I yearn towards the day to see You face to face where I could run freely into the arms of Your's. deep within, there's just this unquenchable thirst for You and whenever I looked back, I'm just so glad that You'd brought me back to Your side where i'll not be alone or walk astray anymore. how could i ever express my love towards You? the thanksgiving that comes from the deep within heart of mine. Lord, i'm just so so thankful to You. she fluttered at 11:15 PM |
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| Sunday, August 24, 2003 |
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nice nice =) juz finished spending QT and God reminded me that i'm created in His image.it's really nice to spend time with Him...heez...
hmms,tmr seed at RC at 5.30pm...wonder if there's touch typing tmr...hmms...anyway,i prepared things to study if there's touch typing already! xD must buck up already...no more slacking...hehex.tmr meeting eeLee to jog after seed meet!! -looks forward- =) oohs...shld i be happy that there's jogathon on tues? it's a 3.3km run...if can complete means my stamina not that bad...ahahas.heh! today i blogged 4 TIMES! oh my goodness...to think that last few days i didn't have so much to blog...and i dun wanna be so crappy! -blehh- shall turn in soon...xD she fluttered at 11:29 PM |
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back from office not long ago...realised that i hadn't really been faithful with my ministry *repents* it is God that i'm serving.NOT man.have to always rem. this point.that in God i can find joy! went swimming today though and i was really praying hard cuz e weather was quite threatening.but praises Unto God who calms e weather! hehex...i think my 6th sense is always accurate one.cuz as e bus gonna approach e bus-stop at safra, which was also xt's hse,i got a feeling that i'll see her. hahas.and indeed,i saw her! ahahs...she went northpoint dunno for what.to my surprise e pool was croweded with ppl.i thought that it was gonna rain and wouldn't have so many ppl.but i was wrong! ahahas. and i did my 22 laps today! hahas.and i'm a BIT of burnt again! burnt burnt burnt -chants on- but very funny... only girls can see those funny parts! ahahs.cuz e burnts takes after of e costume shape and it has a GREAT difference now... haiis.came home slept for 45mins then changed and went out to meet jian ming from university to collect e uni. stats.but in e end i went heeren to walk cuz they having PM and so i met him ard 6pm like that...was checking my emails at office cuz my gd fren never check for me...bEST.anyway,i was beaming when i saw paLx emaiLz!! hehex...-beams- so sweet of her paLx forever!! *winks* on bus 16 was watching e "lobang king" show and it amuses me BIG time...was laughing in e bus manx.then suddenly all e laughters leads me into thinking of alot of things...and it does leads me to think of God too :) -wonders- am i supposed to expect some ppl to be on icq now? hahas...okays,now is soccer fever i guess.haiis.this song makes me wanna dance!! -brr-
listening to:: it's gonna be me she fluttered at 10:19 PM |
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this friendship has mean so much to me,
yet i want to give it up. how could i ever unveil myself from my inner thinking that will bring me to somewhere which i'm not familiar with? leave me in a corner where i could breathe in fresh air and continue with this precious friendship once again. truly treasured.` she fluttered at 2:58 PM |
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just finished reading some of e blogs and rem. that yans is flying off to KL tmr morning.haiis.didn't know that she will appear ytd so didn't develop e photos for her.guess that have to give it to her when she comes back from her trip =) and yeahx! ytd saw suz(susil) hahas.i always call her suz only.but anyway,she does recognized it.heez. hmms,later bringing my cat to remove e stitches.haiis.to think that she had a difficult labour and now her baby is gone *sad* going to do amendment today.meeting one of e uni. admin at 4pm to get e stats.hmms...hahas.
As high as the Heaven are above the earth So high are Your ways to mine Ways so perfect they never fail me I know You are good all the time And through the storm Yet I will praise You This mighty Lord Yet I will sing Through good or bad Yet I will worship For You remain the same King of King You are the voice of Hope The anchor of my soul Where there seems to be no way You make it possible You are the Prince of peace Amidst adversity My lips will shout for Joy To You the most high You are the One Before the time begin There's nothing beyond Your control My comfort and my assurance Rest in Your unchanging love
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| Saturday, August 23, 2003 |
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i just want to let this go
where i'd struggled and hold on for so long it was something that i treasured it so so much the every first thing that happened past so fast that i could hardly stop and look back but i'm glad that for once, you appeared in my life and left a wonderful print. to the forward sms you'd sent (you know it's you) i truly rem. e very first time we met and i do cherish you lots she fluttered at 11:33 PM |
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had chi. oral today and i think i scored pretty well :) praise God for that.today's WFL was taught by eeLee and i was quite embarressed when she gave an example of that time debbie accompanied me to swim...*blushes* hahas.but really thank God for a shepherd like debbie! -grins- had a bite with paLx,voon and nemo at orachard emerald's BK.peter,stephen,daniel T. and xue yong was there too.xue yong looks cute when he was smiling. hahas.like xiao ting like that.that innocent smile of theirs. celebrated voon's birthday after service and she was totally embarressed i guess.hahas.yeahx!! nemo join MIS! hehex xD teaching her how to key in stats next week! (^^) went walked with nemo after that and we walked down towards douby ghaut.was playing with her camera and sad was that i didn't captured any nice scenery.then we took bus 162 and met mei ting and jew.fell asleep on e way...then alighted at e bus-stop which nemo alighted.wanted to take cab home after waiting e bus for quite long.juz when i was abt to flag a taxi, 853 came already.hahas.so i took that home.was thinking alot on e way home...
haiis.i think i must delete kazaa already.dun wanna get fine and to go against e authority :) the actions was so conspicuous where i couldn't help but to get myself out of the ring. where i could at least breathe in air and not drowning myself in it. i do cherish the times and happy moments that we were together. because it was something that bonded us and brought us this far. it was the something that has happened and it will always be sweet
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| Friday, August 22, 2003 |
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-double sigh- i act. ate fried rice...haiis.so i guess e exercise i did today had gone to waste.what to say? my mummy's cooking was -thumbs up!- hahas -breathes- common tests is over.yes,can relax a bit but still have to buck up though.realised that final yr is gonna be test on e WHOLE yr's work.can u imagine how much i've to study by then?so,in order to score well,i've to start revising now.but i've to first plan out my schedule.went swimming after sch.and i guess that i got a little bit burnt! hahas.so happy =) ahaha.had PM at RC! great time.and i really mean it. really want to be a CL in 2mths time...leading a bunch of ppl who truly seeks after God! -grins- can do it when i trust in God! cleared up e place after that and went into e room with paLx and had a short time of heart to heart talk.then we went off without waiting for voon and nemo.however,we were still together when we was at e bus-stop cuz paLx and me went to buy slurpee! ahahs. alright,tmr having chi. oral.gotto be in sch by 8.30am... hahas.it's a "no problem" thing for me manx.heez... all e best to robin, terence,angeline,jason and those dancing tmr! my moral support is forever with you aLL!! will try to catch u all dancing tmr!
piggyx!! yeahx.gonna bring e album for u all to see it tmr...-grins- and,really glad to have a piggyx like you! -hugs-
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| Thursday, August 21, 2003 |
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it's so amazing that God brought me through so fast as i study for my F&N.it was indeed a blessing.before studying i was thinking that it is gonna be alot for me to study...but seems like now i only left with vitamins! act. vitamin i drew up a table in sch and send to my fren's email but seems like..my fren not coming back online ANYMORE.so FORGET it then.was chatting with bah bah and prayed for her too.rem. of what i read from jeremy's blog =)
dunno you much but still want to thank God for a brother like you who really goes all e way for Him.seen heart for God too.and still rem. e half testimony that u and jeremiah shared during e chalet! -smiLes- believe God will use u mightily as you desire more of Him and serve Him with all you can! -grins- it was evident that things were not the same as before that the different world we're living in has drifted us apart.` she fluttered at 10:30 PM |
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haiis.i wonder if ah hei knows that her baby is not ard anymore...cuz she seems to react normally.or maybe she also wearing a mask to show that she is not that sad...i dunno.so even she do sth wrong i also won't scold her.haiis.she kept meowing when i came back...haiis.now also.-sigh- 1 side of my speakers is NOT working.how bad can that be?!
sat for my social studies paper today and i managed to write a 1 1/4 pg for 3 questions.it was a essay paper so i've no choice but to study.cuz normally i'll rely on my source base which helps me to score and nv study e chapter.tmr is e last paper which is F&N.have quite alot of things to rem. but compared to D&T students is like,theirs is MORE to rem. so thank God that i took F&N.still,have to give my best shot for F&N.dun wanna disapppoint God and my teacher.am so tired now. physically and mentally.just can't stop e tears when i mention abt my cats. the melody is singing in a different tone a tone that spelt out
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how can one ever predict what will happen the next moment
when you thought that everything would turn out fine how sad can you know that when you lost a beloved someone and have to bear the pain and continue to live. how amazing is the few days that time,love and effort was spent that love and care was developed. how long can a night go to allow so many things that may lead to sadness? within a night which is less than 24hrs everything just changed changed to a situation where i can only be sad in. he was a cute little living organism which everyone enjoys to be with if i would know what will happen, if i could ever predict what will happen, i would not have gone to sleep which may lead me not to see him anymore that i would take care of him every moment. why is it that his life have to be taken away when he was still a innocent one that he haven't even see how this world look like and he have to say bye to me this wasn't a temporal bye it was a eternal bye that i could never see it alive again.
*cries...* my little hai xing died.and he really died without any symptons that he was ill or what.he just left me just as i was sleeping soundly.how sad can it be for me to break out into tears in this early morning where i've my tests to go on for e rest of my days?i dunno...i'm lost at words.shifu,sorry can't let u see hai xing anymore...
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| Wednesday, August 20, 2003 |
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(^^) piggyx! if u're reading this,continue...
simply beams when u told me that ur blog revived!! does a little ssshhhout "love you LOTs" -hugs- discard e past comments and look forward ya? xD always here if u need someone to talk to =) and i'm typing with this sweet smile that is on my face! *winks*
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so tired now...haiis.today's paper was quite okay but somehow i think that i might fail my physics.what to say?i never work hard...maybe i'm slacking all this while.gotto get a grip of myself.haha.on e way to e hall during PE lesson vanda they all was saying that my leg was very shiny...ahaha.wells,my unit ppl also say so...hmms,i've no idea why...ahaha.chi lesson was so unhappy and e class was in a chaotic manner.cuz mr sim nv come so chen lao shi took over.well,most of my classmates gave her a nick call "kua teo gui"...simply means "we saw ghost".haha.her attitude really bad.didn't behave as a teacher.haiis. what to do?my sch seems to condemn my class... so she also.enough abt her.heez...have been craving for watermelon these few days.and today i bought another watermelon.yesterday one finish already ^^.watermelon is nice!! *yums* shifu going army tmr already... haha.all e best.enjoy there (^^) see u few weeks later.oohs, and my dad says that ah hei is trying to feed hai xing with milk already...haha.now listening to "it's gonna be me",a song that 2 yrs ago my class went to audition for teachers' day performance but nv get in. haiis.gonna try recalling e dance steps now.
listening to:: it's gonna be me she fluttered at 3:23 PM |
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| Tuesday, August 19, 2003 |
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(^^) so so happy.e photos are out already!! e courageous camp.hehex...i know i really take very long to develop but at least it is out already right?? yans!! shall pass e photo to u real soon...xD so if u're coming over to youth service sms me okay? (^^) oohs...haha. but i muz say that e ppl who took with me looked nice and rather,i spoilt e photo cuz my hair was in a mess! argh.talk abt my hair during that time reminds me of e 10mins QB! -blehh- yeahx,NOT returning there ANYMORE. and there was this photo that was so nice... whole NEB took together with meiting and reichen! hehex.shall get ppl to help me scan so that can post up on e web too! oohs! haha.and i did take with queen! ahaha...cathy my queen. haha~!! xD so there's basically a few things i've to do.to develop and distribute out real soon! ahaha...and piggyx! u looked nice...-grins- and little brothers(aaron and nicholas) photo are out too.they looked real smart holding e balls with e bright smile on their face ^^
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ripped if off stan's blog.
1. how much time do you spend online each day? hmms.i switched on my comp. once i reach home.unless people chat with me or i'm free...so it's ard 2-3hrs. 2. what is your browser homepage set to? http://www.singnet.com.sg 3. do you have any instant messaging programs? if so, which one(s)? MSN and icq...but recently MSN can't use haiis. 4. where was your first webpage located? heh.diary-x? 5. how long have you had your current website? hmms.1mth +? 6. what's the last place you traveled to, outside your own home state/country? sentosa? 7. what's the most bizarre/unusual thing that's ever happened to you while traveling? heh.no idea. 8. if you could take off to anywhere, money and time being no object, where would you go? wait till it happens then say... 9. do you prefer traveling by plane, train or car? it's fine with me...antyhing will do. 10. what's the next place on your list to visit? paris!! 11. what time do you wake up on weekdays morning? 7am... 12. do you sleep in on weekends? how late? 12+am 13. aside from waking up what is the first thing you do in the morning? check my hp if there's miss calls or sms-es... 14. how long does it take to get ready for your day? between 20-30mins. 15. when possible, what is your favourite place to go for breakfast? hmms...macs? or jalan kayu's roti prata! *yums* heh hehx.jogging was quite relax today though i jogged a longer distance without pantings...(^^) came back saw celine's msg in icq and replied her...BUT,she is NOT replying me NOW...so celine,if u're reading this now...my temp. is going UP. *phew* was sort-of scare myself cuz there was this dog that run or rather jog behind me... looked kinda fierce...was so afriad that he might bite me...but now i'm safe and sound.haha.okays,tmr is physics + bio paper.have to go fetch babygirLx and bathe...then...yup yup.mug myself to study! (^^) she fluttered at 6:19 PM |
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haiis.was so happy when on e way home cuz i thought once i could remove e virus from my comp. i could use MSN and check emails again.but seems like another disappointment again -sigh- think this time's common tests is i'll score lousily. haiis.but somehow,this common tests wake me up to really study.to do daily revision.so muz stick to my words. haha. cannot play...else end yr really will cry.today's maths was quite okay...i dunno is difficult or what.haiis.then during maths lesson we(hanis,audrey and me) talked...talked abt alot of things.then i realised that audrey changed alot...from e way she behave last time till now.think she've matured in her thinking already. chi paper was quite okay. pray that i'll pass.haiis.before sch ends pastor wee came in to tell us what does devotion means and he prayed for us too :) after sch took train together with hanis and audrey.had great time.really pray that can bring audrey back to Christ again -smiLex- went to do some groccery at cold storage and bought fruits and ham.haha.headed home and now sitting here blogging.
(^^) hai xing is growing healthily!! heez...so cute...little he.well,have to go for jogging now. she fluttered at 5:09 PM |
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| Monday, August 18, 2003 |
^____^ so happy -beams- juz now went to collect e photos that was sent for develop abt half mth ago.haha.and e photos was...nice!! xD so happy!! now waiting for my sister to collect another roll (^^) e photos that i collected juz now was taken when e siMpsOnx went out to far east and we did some pose + dao-ed face...and some was taken at celine's hse.rach!! rem. e photos we took during last yr's christmas day? it's out already!! haha.(^^) thanks to leng who sent me those photos...xD check out my ! danger ! zone now! haha.thanks to felix who cut and paste those nice picx! -grins-
i think this picx is cool...haha xD and look at what terence and wen cong is doing! corny guys! from left to right top row::derrick, tommy, terence, wen con, robin, cheng long below:: leng, hui, angeline, joan, audrey, hui xin, me, peter, cheow hong, felix she fluttered at 7:08 PM |
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^___^ so happy that my family enjoys e present of xiao hei/hai xing.heh.my dad calling xiao hei hai xing cuz she looks like a sea cucumber.ahaha.sOoOo cute!! -beams- and i muz say that i really enjoy feeding her milk...xD so small of her to be in my palm...*phew* was searching for e film that i was supposed to develop long time ago but couldn't find it...thank God that my dad called in time so i asked him abt e roll of film and he said that my sister took e last 2 shots with xiao hei and she brought it to develop! heez...meaning i'll be able to see those nice photos soon!! -beams- and i'm going to collect e other roll of film now...heez...oohs,had a fun time jogging though i was jogging alone..."spirit touch Your church" kept on singing in my heart and somehow i was actually talking to God as i was jogging... had nv try it before...but i muz say that it was wonderfuL!
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aallrrriighhts.i'm early to be home on monday! cuz today no seed then my parents and my sister warned me to come straight home after sch to take care of xiao hei. heh.e name for e little kitten.today had been a real bad day for me...had been easily pissed off or rather reply in a rude manner.ahh.gotto repent.
eng was okay.but it was risky.geo. was ....i've no idea what to say.juz wrote everything that i know on that piece of paper which will gives me marks eventually.tmr is maths and chi. + F&N class test.ahh.so so much to study and i'm so so tired...*collapse* shall go jogging now then come home study! *sorry to cheng long,wen cong:: for replying ur rudely. reina:: if i've been sacarstic in any manner. robin:: for replying u rudely in e early morning. (^^) she fluttered at 3:28 PM |
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| Sunday, August 17, 2003 |
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foolishness was what i found in myself once again.
never will i trust in your words anymore cause again and again, your promises are empty. your words means nothing to me
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^____^ my black cat gave birth to a little kitten.act. it was 2 cute kittens but 1 of them died...i'm so sad.so does my cat.yesterday after WFL received a call from my sis that either is to abandon my cat, to let her give birth or to put e kittens to sLp.i insisted of keeping the cats and i have my way! they've no choice but to keep the cats...now i've to come up to a bill of $300 for e operation that had took place yesterday.and now both of them are sleeping in e cage...so sweet.wanted to feed the kitten but she refuses...-sigh- pray that she won't die of hunger.and the smell of e milk powder was e same as babies milk powder...haha.
-sigh- it's been 5 days since my MSN can't work at all...had been seeking help from stanley,eve and jeremy...but it still doesn't work.haiz... yesterday's WFL was so funny!! daniel was really a corny teacher.ahaha.and his testimony was evident that God is REAL.sometimes i ponder if God had not intrude my life,i'll most probably be rotting somewhere out there...and God...a BIG ttthankYYYou yesterday after service went over to starhub until penguinnie called me to go over to nexus together with bella to give e cards.and it was ever so corny...cuz we even "1,2 'thank you" to the 3 teachers; shifu,reagan and cassian.and they were like O_O haha.but in anyway,really thanks for taking out of ALL your precious time to impart your skills to us...and yes,i guess they all each received 5 cards + 1 BIG chocolate... haha.happy eating ^___^ so happy to read from chia's blog that she want to serve God once again...go ggiirLL.you can do it! chung cheng's in ur hands! xD went back to starhub and after awhile left already.nv stay for dinner cause sth really struck me and decided to head home...shan't say =p everything came so sudden that i'm lost at words it left me to be in a world of total blankness and i could hardly breathe. i fought so hard to keep the tear in it's place so that it will not fall off my cheeks.
yet i allow myself to fall in the dwelling of those happiness times where it will never happen again. it was a road that we'd walked so far that brought us from strangers to friends. missing each individual so much, how could i ever say i want to erase the
unveil the deep inner of me, where the true self have been hidden. but, i've allowed myself to be captivated by each individual. the sweetness or each was beautifully
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| Saturday, August 16, 2003 |
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alright.this is EARLY morning.and my cat has been searching for place.i think she is giving birth soon...-sigh- i've no idea how does e process go as this is my 1st cat who is giving birth.and e owner,me, still sitting down here blogging and having her breakfast.haha.was act. woken up by an sms...but anyway,it was near e time i wanted to wake up also.
yesterday was indeed a tiring day for me though there wasn't any lessons in e morning.cuz we went out to do e NKF donation stuff under e hot sun...paired up with hanis and we some sort-of combined with hui xin and derrick. had fun but somehow...-sigh- feels evil too.we settled down at macs with derrick treating ALL of us a reg. coke before heading back to sch...then i sLept in e train...and somehow i can hear their conversations. haha. went to watch arts feast last nitex and it was really nice -grins- zealous's electric guitarist played well.i think his name is kenny wu...then there's this electric guitarist also played well.and comes "hologram"...really nice though some lyrics was changed.jacob does have his way of playing...this arts feast really present out e theme for it "water in the crack".not many youths went to watch cuz i guess it was confirmation nitex.after that went to walk ard with paLx and then we headed home...and somehow we discover that we always have God in the picx when we talked though our conversations may seems like crapping. hmms...how can i be so discipline to study.felt so guilty...-sigh- common tests starting in 2 DAYS time and i HAVEN'T even start revising yet...maybe shld juz mug myself at sch's library...shall try it on monday then. catch this flash.e song is nice! haha.
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| Thursday, August 14, 2003 |
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it didn't get any bbeetttter. -double sigh- still can't sign in to MSN and my email acc. at ALL.read seafood's blog and was really thinking whether shld i hire ppl to reboot my comp. but,come to think of it,i've LOADS of stuff on my comp. esp. those precious ppphhotos.hmms... pondering whether shld i REALLY reboot my comp. ahh.juz have to learn from seafood and jeremy to pray over my comp. cuz without MSN it's quite diff. for me to do my F&N...ahh.
oohs...shepherd soOoOo sweet.she went swimming with me after cg which ended ard 7.30pm after some cleaning up and she sat down to wait for me to swim while she did some reading on e bible for abt 45mins?after that took bus 156 with her and had a nice talk with her =) she waited together with me for bus 965 and then she headed home.was freezing cold in e bus cuz juz finished swimming so my hair was wet.then received her sms saying that she left a note in my file...ahh.sweeeeet. *ywans* so tired now...act. wanted to do some modification on my F&N but i guess i've to do it another day.i'm tttiiiired. tmr no lesson cuz we're ALL going out to do some NKF voluntary work.haha.and my CLASS gonna gather again and have fun! great =) cuz it'll bring our friendship closer.but sch will ONLY ends at 4pm.going to catch art feast tmr! -beams- so meeting paLx tmr 6.30pm...xD so happy...haha.
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| Wednesday, August 13, 2003 |
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*sad* really sad...can't really log in to my email acc. and MSN. -sigh- sad.miss e chattings + crappings manx.ahh. when can i ever get back in again? icq is so so little ppl + there is no fun in icq!! -ssccrreamx- the bored is killing me. anyway, if u want to email me things u can still email...i'll have ppl to help me check my email acc. ahaha -grins- didn't have physics test today cuz mr leek was so understanding that he knows that we WON'T make it for e test...so he postponed it to tmr.got back my bio test result and i failed.don't feel anything cuz i know i hadn't put in much effort. went to voon's hse after sch then left ard 3+ to go for swim at bishan swimming complex.well,at least i swam for 30mins before it started pouring...NO one is at home now + NO MSN for me to play NOW = BORED. shall go slp real soon.oohs,i still do enjoy e eggs that i fried for myself + LOTS of ketchapS.haha.it's nice...*yums* was listening to this song and read jeremy's blog juz now and i was *speechless*...his blog is always showing e things that he'd learnt and his desire to walk closer with God...really glad to have a brother in-Christ like him!
was thinking alot of things when i listen to this song...shan't say anything *shh*... and i'm missing ALOT of things...yes...alot...
listening to:: from the beginning until now she fluttered at 7:18 PM |
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| Monday, August 11, 2003 |
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now having IT course.got cheated! cuz e lesson will only end after 3 weeks! -blehh- means nx monday also have to stay until so late -sigh- tmr having maths test.half way through e revision in chapter 8 only.have to revise ALL by tonight... haven't do time plan for F&N also.later after seed meet going RC and meet eeLee to go jogging! haha.
it's a different you and it's a different me, it's the mask we wear hey can you see don't you run away from the reality cause the truth will set you free
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| Sunday, August 10, 2003 |
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you've tore me into pieces
that leaves my heart to be shattered into bits which cannot be form again. the feeling of being abandoned has became reality, that re-writes of this hologram society, that one could no longer trust or rely on anyone but the One UP there. feelings may just be a part of expressing, but it does explain the kind of melody that plays in the heart, that one will never predict it would be played in this manner. let me just leave this place of ours and step out to another place where i could find more happiness. because this pain that i'm carrying now is thoroughly painful and i'm totally broken.` living in the world which kept me busy day and night can erase the sweet moments, but once i'm back to my corner, i couldn't help it anymore. that tears may just flow the direction that it likes, the attitude of the tear can never be predicted because, it is just like a stream of river that just flows and flows and flows no words or actions could salvage this feeling because i'll not allow myself to be in it anymore. she fluttered at 10:43 PM |
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 You are Abstract. Not everyone understands you, but you weren't meant to be straightforward. You try to never do the obvious, and you might be a very nonverbal person. You're emotionally charged and you try to avoid pretense. Some see you as mysterious, but you don't try to be. Art Thou? -Your Art Style Personality brought to you by Quizilla *auck auck* pain...my hand is a bit pain cuz i got BURNT.but,i asked shifu and he said that it won't make me darker.there goes my hope -sigh- hmms,was late in meeting voon,joo and meiting...went east coast for "serve singapore".after that played roller blade but ended up cycling more than roller blade! waste my money...after that went swimming with paLx and we(deb,paLx and me) was having fun on e bus! ^____^ then went RC and grab a few bites and a game of DDR and learnt e strumming + chords of "hologram"!! then went swimming.swam 20 laps! hehex.then got BURNT now.went davis guitar shop after that and bought my new guitar picks.yeahx,juz incase. then walked ard and this pair of converse shoe really caught my eyes...price was quite reasonable too! -beams- so i shall save money to buy! paLx was saying that i'm crazy over "hologram"... maybe.i still have my compo. to be completed...-sigh- >do a quiz here! -thinking- LOTS of stuff. .jpg)
it brought me back to the sweet moments when we was there.
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| Saturday, August 09, 2003 |
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it was said to be to leave behind the past and look forward to the future
but it was the past that had brought us far, so how can i ever forget the past? it contains the happiness and sweet moments that was build up bits by bits. how could i ever say "bye" to the old times when i don't ever want to let ur go? as i look back, i'm searching, for the good times and sweet happenings. that comforts me and brings the little sweetness that rose within my heart that cannot be spelt out in words. she fluttered at 6:26 PM |
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| Friday, August 08, 2003 |
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ripped if off stan's blog.
1. what is your full name :: lee jiayi. 2. what colour pants are you wearing :: fade blue. 3. what are you listening to right now :: an jing by jay chou. 4. what are the last 4 digits of your phone number :: 8402, 8425 or 1463. 5. what was the last thing you ate :: m&m's chocolate. 6. if you're a crayon, what colour would you be :: yellow. 7. how is the weather right now :: fine. 8. last person you talked to on the phone :: debbie. 9. the first thing you notice about the opposite sex :: e way e person dress.haha 10. do you like the person who sent you this :: i ripped if off stan's blog cuz i like doing quiz.haha. 11. how are you today :: hyper active + missing + thinking ppl :) 12. favourite drinks :: lime juice, lemon juice and non-gasey drinks. 13. favourite alcoholic drink :: i DISLIKE. 14. favourite sports :: anything...but love badminton. 15. hair colour :: 95% black. 16. eye colour :: 95% black i think. 17. do you wear contacts :: nope.PERFECT eyesight. 18. siblings and their ages :: elder sister -> lee xiangyi,jasmine 21(married) 19. favourite month :: no specific. 20. favourite food :: vegetables, fish & chips and century egg porridge. 21. last movie you watched :: twins effect at junction8. 22. favourite date of the year :: ALL siMpsOnx's birthday. 24. are you too shy to ask someone out :: depends who cuz i'm quite choosy of going out with who. 25. do you like scary movies or movies with happy endings better :: no specific. 26. do you like summer or winter best :: winter. 27. hugs or kisses :: both. 28. relationships or one night stands :: relationships that will LAST. 29. chocolate or vanilla :: depends on my mood. 33. living arrangements :: adventurous + successful life. 34. what books are you reading :: left behind(in a VERY slow mode), bible and ARCHIES!(ALL siMpsOnx read ARCHIES!) haha... 35. favourite board game :: monopoly.(once when cel + char came over to stayover night for 3days i dragged them to played with me EVERYDAY! haha...) 36. what did you do last night :: chatted with a bunch of fun + corny ppl whom i juz knew.haha xD 37. the first thing you think of when you wake up this morning :: check hp whether got miss calls and sms. 38. what type of flower do you like to receive :: roses and sunflower. 39. whats your fav choc :: no specific. haha.this gonna be e longest entry cuz today was a very eventful day! here it goes...xD this morning after e marchings all that mrs tan, my principal introduced a special guest...guess who's that? it's jjjjjaaaccck neo! ahaha...then we was all O_O. he said a few words to us and e whole sch set off to yck mrt station.it was really crowded when we get into lido cineplex.when we stepped into e cineplex it was FULL with PHS ppl! wow...it's really a nice sight.it is juz like our sch hall lidat...haha.e show was really -thumbs up!- and e theatre i was in was really encouraging...cuz when e movie was running, there were parts that e actors/actress was clapping,then e whole theatre ppl also clapped... haha. jack neo was in e same theatre with us.then after e show went out with hanis,audrey,hui xin,reina,wei wen,pearlyn,elain,clarence,felix,cheow hong and yuna.wow,e very first time i go out with SO many of my classmates.i think it was a very gd opportuinty to build friendship also.but sometimes it is difficult to make decisions...haha.but we go by majority.and thank God that this grp of ppl are easy-going.so we went to sakura cuisine at far east to have our lunch! we had a fun time.felix and clarence was nice...they ordered extra dishes for e whole grp and we really enjoyed! and...felix brought his digital camera along!! hehex.we took 1 after we ate and a few shots as we walked ard in far east! enjoyed it manx...then audrey,reina,hanis,felix and me went to take neo prints!! nice nice!! haha! and met penguinnie,yeokx, jasmine and 1 of their friend too! went off to meet paLx,jay voon,nemo and rain after taking neo prints. went to jay voon's hse via bus and i reached e bus-stop earlier than them! ahaha.they were ALL very tired...so i'm e outcast one that was very HYPER! ahaha.then we played mahjong!! nice nice...-beams- played till 5pm lidat then we stopped.guess nemo is addicted to it! and jay voon said that both me and nemo is fast learner...ahaha.then went to junction8 with paLx to have dinner. was smiling all e way after rain and nemo left us...cuz i really long time nv spend time with her already! ahaha.then she was saying that i was mad...kept on smiling until so sweet...haha.during dinner talked alot. then went to walk ard.after that went home...haha.goodness! think i've gained weight today! cuz i ate 2 MEALS -blehh- tmr having shepherding at 8.45am...haha.early manx! cuz prayer meet is at 10am! ahaha...xD listening to:: secret (linkin park) she fluttered at 9:23 PM |
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| Thursday, August 07, 2003 |
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ripped it off stan's blog.
001) name: lee jiayi 002) location: singapore. 003) occupation: student. appearance 001) hair: black and some brown(i NEVER dye) 002) eyes: dark brown. 003) height: 1.57cm -blehh- style 001) clothing: comfortable...has e style. 002) music: christian songs and melted songs. 003) body art: does finger nails counted? right now 001) wearing: pyjamas. 002) listening to: my God. 003) thinking of: finishing e quiz and some reply. last thing you... 001) bought: waffle + blackberry 002) drank: plain ICE water. 003) read: chattings in MSN. 004) watched on tv: beauty family? haha. either/or 001) club or house party: underage? 002) tea or coffee: both. 003) achiever or slacker: what's achiever? i dun really like to slack. 004) beer or cider: NO! 005) drinks or shots: hmms? 006) cats or dogs: both. 007) single or taken: taken by my Heavenly Father -grins- 008) pen or pencil: depends. 009) gloves or mittens: mittens. 010) food or candy: both. 011) cassette or cd: -duh- CDs! 012) coke or pepsi: coke. 013) hard or mild alcohol: dun consume any. 014) matches or a lighter: i don't touch lighter.cuz i'm afraid of fire! who do you want to... 001) kill: satan. 002) hear from: can i don't say? -grins- 003) get really wasted with: siMpsOnx family! 004) look like: no one...juz wanna have a better body line.haha. 005) be like: Jesus and of cuz e one and unique me! 006) avoid: -ssshhhuts my mouth- last person you... 001) touched: my dear xT. 002) talked to: my sister. 003) hugged: no one. 004) instant messaged: ALOT eh...all not my friend one...haha. 005) kissed: no one. 006) who broke your heart: eh,nv break my heart but pissed me off? a few days ago? but now okay...-grins- where do you... 001) eat: home or sch. 002) dance: church or home(when my mood is gd ^____^) 003) cry: home.esp. infront of comp. 004) wish you were: paris? or anywhere under e stars with my siMpsOnx family! xD have you ever... 001) dated your bestfriend: hmms? tons? ALL of them -mUhAhAx- 002) loved somebody so much it makes you cry: -dUh- 003) drank alcohol: dun think so. 004) done drugs: panadols? 005) broken the law: sch rules counted? 006) ran away from home: nope. 007) broken a bone: nope. 008) cheated on a test: yes. 009) skinny dipped: nope i supposed. 010) played truth or dare: yes.my classmates ENJOYS. 011) flashed someone: huhs? 012) mooned someone: huhs? 013) kissed someone you didn't know: NO! 014) been on a talk/game show: nope. 015) eaten a worm/mud pie: *pukes* NOPE. 016) had a nightmare/dream that made you wake up: yeps. what is... 001) the most embarrassing cd in your collection: -blehh- vicki zhaos cds which now i felt so...CHILDISH! 002) your bedroom like: things in a row...xD juz changed e layout last sunday! 003) your favorite thing for breakfast: depends. 004) Your favorite thing for lunch: no specific. 005) Your favorite thing for dinner: depends on my mood =) 006) Your favorite restaurant: swensen. are you... 001) a vegetarian: nope. 002) a good student: certain NO. 003) good at sports: captain for pri. sch badminton team...nearly became 'c' division's vice-captain last yr? 004) a good singer: depend on how u rate. 005) a good actor/actress: not really. 006) a deep sleeper: not really. 007) a good dancer: NOPE.i'm too stiff. 008) shy: yeahx.at times. 009) outgoing: certainly. 010) A good storyteller: hmms...depends. think this is e longest quiz i'd ever done! haha xD she fluttered at 10:11 PM |
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"!@#$" my room phone connection is having serious problem! -blehh- so now can only come online but cannot use e phone...anyway,really looking forward to tmr! cuz we're gonna watch "homerun"!! hehex! as a SCHOOL.and pearlyn is making popcorns while hui xin is making sandwiches...sounds like picnic eh? haha...
visited drug rehap. center(drc) today.learnt sth...and nv will i be involve in drugs...though i won't get caning but it's... -sigh- dun want! will have bad records! -bahhs- and e prison room was so...small.shan't say anymore...and ppl out there, DON'T ever SMOKE or abuse DRUGS! -smiLe- while watching e video clip i was thinking alot of things...e friends ard me...really think alot.am so dead tired now. -looks at time- it's only 8.30pm...wonder is paLx at home a not... but seems like...hmms,she's not at home! haha.then how...-sigh-
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| Wednesday, August 06, 2003 |
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cg was fun though we started late! didn't have worship but glad that jenny turned up for cg! she is so open to all of us...=) very soon will see a cg being established in yck! -beams- started cg at 4.20pm lidat...had LOTs of tibits... ahaha.ate aLOT of oreos cuz it's so nice... *yums* after that paLx and me sent jenny and rain off to e bus-stop.and rain went to spend time with yu wan so that she'll be connected to e family! wow...see e spirit that she possessed! met debbie at bus-stop and paLx and me rushed back to jay voon's hse cuz they meeting debbie for shepherding.so went junction8 with nemo and we saw joyce and jew on bus 88! ahaha... they also went to junction8 to buy stuff.oohs...nemo and i saw this very nice nail art thing and we was wah... cuz we really love it manx! it's really nice...!! right nemo?! hehex! -beams- and she bought nail polish... black and white. gonna borrow it from her and do some pedicure on friday! ahaha...xD
*hmms* this is e 8TH TIME i'm listening to "ni yao de ai"...have no idea why but i juz like e electric guitar and e drum beats! "@#$%" nice nice!! xD listening to:: ni yao de ai she fluttered at 10:39 PM |
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hmms,sLept quite early yesterday.was totally pissed off by some stuff...but after reading some stuff i felt *melted*...as in e words was really nice.and i dunno what am i supposed to feel now -sigh- friendsforever =) that's all i want to say.
alright manx.NO guitar for later worship...-_____-"" juz now when took out e guitar then realized that e last string was NOT attached.had no idea on how to put e string back.tried asking my fren for help...but it seems to no avail cuz no reply was given...fine.now at jay voon's hse.obviously playing e comp. cuz she went out to fetch baby nemo and i left at home to play e comp. ahh...i seriously need guitar NOW! today my class as being punished to stand on e parade square cuz mr leek said that we didn't behave well.but anyway,chi lesson wsa -thumbs up!- totally enjoyed it LOTs manx.mr sim was as corny as ever -grins- hmms, tmr visiting e prison after sch.but at 12.25pm have to go for dental appointment...heez -shows teeth- she fluttered at 3:05 PM |
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| Tuesday, August 05, 2003 |
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pretty early to be home on tuesday cuz normally i'll have training.training will only resume AFTER common test which is due in 2weeks time.wow...that's really long.heard that nx tuesday is jogathon?
yesterday was a gd girL.haha.went library to study for my F&N test which is supposed to have it today...but in e end dun have! -grr- then attended IT course.after e course,terance they all got to know e results of e compeition they'd went at orchard and boon kiat and terance was screaming and jumping, not to mention hugs also.they were really happy that they'd got in! nv seen them so overjoyed before -sshhoouutss- "i LLoovvEE 3devOtion!" it's really a nice class -beams- then went to causeway with kai hui,wee leng,audrey, joan and kai ling to collect sze en's modem.haha...we was like saying "one modem need so many ppl to go..." then went to nyp to meet jay voon...saw reagan when walking in,but he was talking to his friend so juz went straight to meet jay voon...we walked really fast cuz it was pretty late? then saw e queue for bus 76 so long...haha.but we still managed to board e bus! on e way jay voon was reading all e entries i'd wrote for my journal! ahaha...then she was afraid that we might miss e stop to RC.but,we still make our way there! while crossing e road saw big jon and dezhan.RC is BIG! it's so spacious...esp. e room! ahaha...and while debbie was talking,i kept on thinking of some amusing stuff that links to her words then i kept on laughing...left RC ard 7.50pm? then took bus 70 together with paLx and rain...before we left,daniel,DC,JC and gideon came back with matteress and fan. thankGodforyoubrothers! so make my way home and reached home ard 8.45pm? but somehow,my sister fiddled with my internet connection and guess what? now while i'm connected to e internet,i CAN'T talk on e phone!! -bishes her!- well,my dad gonna fix for me tmr ^____^ tmr joining neb4's cg cuz thursday visiting prison until 5pm! ^______^ this yr's celebration for national's day is different! as a sch,we're going to lido cineplex to catch homerun together! yeahx!! haha...special right? looking forward...xD ohh wells,discovered that i've to be MORE patient...today really pissed off during F&N lesson...*repent* hmms, yesterday DC told me that we can't use kazaa anymore cuz it's not legalise...-sigh- listening to:: rise up and praise Him she fluttered at 4:06 PM |
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| Sunday, August 03, 2003 |
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had been a gd girL today.changed e layout so that babygirLx can have more space and will NOT mess up my room.prayerfully it'll work.then vacumed my hse.finally i'd sent my photos for developing,another one.then sat down chatted with paLx for a gd 2hrs =) really enjoy talking to her... while talking,i did my F&N decision making too! then after that went to iron my uniform.haven't study my geo. yet.studying after dinner.felt so peaceful now esp. after everything has been done.feel like continuing what i'd done ytd nitex! ahaha...mum is sweet...she juz delivered my dinner to my room, but i would like to have dinner with her.so i shall wait till she finish bathing =) -hugs mummy-
listening to:: in the end she fluttered at 7:30 PM |
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service was great.simply great =) -pats on ywam-ers shoulders- -laugh out loud- great job! -pats on paLx- pppaLx,u looked nice! though e skirt may seem short, but,haha,e boots cover it up! oohs...there was some "add-in" part in "Hologram"? hehex~! sermon was different too! however,e service did speak to me,that i shld really do sth to my life.yes,i'm speaking of LIFE now.sec3 already... still want to play?! -shakes head- nono!! i've my goals,my passions,my dreams to fulfil! after service went walk with char and she was all e way commenting abt e bubble tea that we had at heeren! haha...she kept on saying that it was very sweet.but,i gulped e whole cup down! haha...dropped by ming@heeren.nice shop! there's this 2 pants that really caught my attention...but however,if i've to buy clothes, i've to save it from my food allowance! reached home ard 10.05pm,act. planned to sLp while listening to discman...but somehow, there was intruderS and my sLp was delayed for 4hrs! "!@#$" and was hungry while talking also so add aLOT of cereals.yeahx,in e middle of e nitex!
tmr is e starting of e "teachers' day" audition...sad that i can join in due to my hectic schedule...but anyway,all e way devotion-ers! u all can get in! have faith! =) we gonna show that we're NOT that lousy afterall...-cheers- listening to:: hologram out of nowhere you gave me surprise, that when i'm giving up, you came and somehow tells me that,
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| Saturday, August 02, 2003 |
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woke up at 7.10am to go for jog.now playing online game.real early eh?! somehow from yesterday till today my mind kept on flashing back e times when i'd fun with my pri sch mates and even when i was at my old hse...it seems so nice...=) having shepherding at 9.30am and why am i still here?! *hmms* think i'll be late?! hehex. -calls out to paLx- hheeyys! play ur best okay?! -hugs-
in the silence, in my own world, i kept on thinking... trying to figure out what people are thinking. she fluttered at 8:29 AM |
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| Friday, August 01, 2003 |
 Your: Happy eyes! Your cheerfull, bright and always want to try something new. Your inquisitive and quite lovable. You have many friends and will succseed in life. What type of eyes do you have? brought to you by Quizilla now at church office.decided to help timothy to print stats cuz he have been doing alot of work and his sch end quite late today i guess.hmms,didn't have guitar lesson today cuz shifu they all have to practise for tmr's song. hehex.looking forward to tmr! -beams- why?! cuz paLx is playing.haha.and i guess there are some other reasons but i'm not sure.ahaha.ooh.juz heard from shirley that paLx is at seminar room...wanna find her but not sure whether is she alone or not...anyway,haha.i left a note in her pencil case.today didn't have much lessons in sch.teacher nv come...then fell asleep during chi. lesson and slept all e way till after recess.haha. today's assembly was "rhapsody of youth".thanksgiving performance...it was nice!! when cheng long and wen cong came out to perform as a BB troupe and audrey and com. shouted their names! haha...they laughed and cheng long's badge all dropped.haha...but i sense e unity in e class...=) hmms,juz met paLx...haha. she fluttered at 4:07 PM |
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+ BBQ + careleaders + coreteam + courageous camp + dangers! + evax day + faith camp + family + kbox + match at sas + moments + neb + siMpsOnx + soccer cg + steamboat + teachers' day + 17-05-03 + 05-11-03 + 08-11-03 + 3devotion'03 |
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| each individual.` | |
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+ aaron + ah xiao + AJ2 + amelia + cheow hong + chen pei + cherie + chew yee + clarence + debbie + dehui + ding cheun + eelee + ethan + esther + evelyn + germs + gwen + huixin + ian + irene + jacob + jaime + janis + jason + jeremy + jessie + jian cong + jia shen + joanne + joel + junhuang + junxiong + kokok + lausanne + linda + lisin + meiyan + puay + qian jin + ray + rain + reagan + ron + ruichen + ruth + samantha + sean + sheralyn + shi hui + shila + shirley + sophia + wynnie + timothy + valneo + wendeline + xiuhui + yanyan + yihui 
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+ guitarjia + musicgirLx 2003 + july + august + september + october + november + december 2004 + january |
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i want to lift my eyes and see the plans You have for me to share Your dreams for this reveal to me i want to know You more and more to be Your bright and shining star so that in my life i'll do what You will do take my hands and hold me near reveal to me Your plan i'll make it all become a part of me all i have belongs to You this hands i lift to You Lord, let Your Word watch over me show me Lord each and every day the best i can ever be for when i'm found in You that lay me at Your truth that's when my eyes they finally see |
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