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Thursday, October 30, 2003
back from camp and cg!! xD i enjoyed it so so much though it was only a 2day 1nitex camp!!

*wednesday
met up with leng and went to sch together.was feeling bored when didn't see kh and vanda during flag raising and thought that they weren't coming...then sms-ed kh and wOo.wOo.wOo...they came!! hahahas...then e next person i saw who came was guowen...ms tan was happy that they came -grins- then was looking ard for ter. was quite sad when didn't see him...then later in class heard that ter went to see mrs tan...heez...then when he came in we went "wOo.wOo.wOo". he remained in his cheerful attitude and e whole class was concerned abt our 2004's form teacher...*dRuMroLLx*...ms TAN!! -beams- so e first 2hrs we did was to set some rules,mission and vision etc. ohh wells,mr wee is our co-form teacher... guess kh muz be happy like mad...-looks at kh- went to botanic garden and we were simply strolling ard...-muhahas- had dinner together with cheow, hbk,felix and dOn and i got to know them better xD oOhs...it was kinda scary to go back to class even a pair to class cuz e corridors were kinda dark~ anyway,we DID enjoyed e campfire!! -beams beams- we gave our very best to e cheers and e performance we had to come up with...we decide to sing "lang hua yi duo duo" at e eleventh hr!! hahas...mrs tan read bedtime story to us...so cUtE~!! so it was rather a solemn time which leads people to shed tears.tears of missing e ones who are leaving us... -sigh- so i decided to pray for e whole class...i felt a burden for e class and i believe that God will see me/us through all situations.so we went back to class and went to wash up...was with ter and guowen and gave ter a semi-hug cuz really will miss him big time manx!! after that went to sit down at this bench and got into a little bit of trouble with teachers...argh!! i still don't think that ms kang shld say what she'd said to us...it was kinda hurting.esp. to vanda.ms foong were there too.and i shed a little tears cuz of what ms kang said.after lecturing by e teachers we returned back to library and ms kang was obviously picking on us.and she made us sLp on e floor rather than allowing us to share sLeeping bag with others -stares- so it was soOoo coLd -brr- -sigh- was act. shedding tears.

*thursday
woke up at 5.30am and went to wash up...practically walked e whole PHS toilets juz to looked for a place of our own to wash up...hahas.then returned back to class and settled down.LCL told us ghost stories abt e old building and we all gathered together to listen... hahas.then ms tan came in and awhile later we gathered and went to have our breakfast.ohh.we had this 1hr++ talk in e hall which left us to fall asLeeP!! i think what maybel said was true -> "we always wait until e very last moment before we cherish each other." and i'll say that this camp is really e very last camp for ter,vanda and guowen to be with us...argh!!

had PTC after camp and heez...God's blessing is upon me cuz i was e very last to pass...-muhahas- hmms...ms tan's comments towards me was quite gd... hahas...and she does understand a bit of how i think and feel *wiNkz* after that had lunch with dad and sis...did some shopping for tmr's last-day-party! ahahas...

*to ter,vanda and guowen!!
we'll still remain as friends!! -nods nods- ter!! try harder of scarying me... hahas...you seemed to fail whenever you scare me...
"continue to move on with yr life.this is just a minor setback,you've a long way more to walk and to fight."

*to kh
...!! you won me!! nvm...i'll win u e next time round!! hahas.let's work hard and achieve e results that we'd nv dream of before!! looking real forward to work together with u in e study grp!! -beams- and yes,you've been my 3yrs gd friend!! xD we'll go kbox together! hahahs...

listening to:: kai shi dong le
she fluttered at 9:04 PM
Tuesday, October 28, 2003

i'll always remember this grp =)

remember the times when we first met each other,
with our uniforms neatly tucked in,long skirt,clean shoes and nice pony tails.
we were so innocent in our speech and our actions.
it was then the friendship was established.

remember the rainy days in our sec1 life where we gathered in the class before the bell rings and had our casual talks.
remember the days when we had our exams and we gathered and pray or even wishing each other "good luck" with the sweet smile on our faces.
the good old times when we gathered at two tables and sing together when exams are over.

the times when we all got rebellious which leads us to numerous troubles with the teachers,discipline heads and even vice principal.
the only time where the whole class turned against ms koh and played prank on her although in the end there were only 9 people who owned up.
it was then we're bonded even closer.
the last day of our sec2 when some shed tears of joy or shed tears because we didn't want to separate from each other.

and as we enter into a new environment, to adapt to new people,we continued to hold on to this friendship even when times were bad.
we were then became the "danger" to the school because of our attitudes and made a real bad reputation to "3devotion".

we may have spend less than 1095 days with each other,
but the times when we were together,it was enough.
the laughters,the sorrows,the cries and the calling of each individual
have somehow left a print in each individual's heart.

she fluttered at 8:50 PM
you are sweat
sweat


Blood, Sweat, and Tears
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quite true i think...hahas.

-beams beams- thankGod *muackz* for blessing me of passing my final yr!! xD am so touched by His sufficient grace to me -smiLes- i couldn't have clear this time round without Him...out of 44 students in 3devotion,28 failed e final yr of which, 9 will be out of sch and ard 13 of e remaining,failed all 6 subj. so can u see how bad e overall result were? and how God really bring me through this tough obstacles?! am still looking forward to PTC which is on thurs after my promo camp. wanna see e overall percentage and e subj. that i didn't do well in. ohhs, manx,am i surprised that i passed my F&N? mrs tan pull me up...i was surprised that i won reina...not being mean but i thought she'll pass =)

*abstracted from my sms to my fren
jia:: stress stress stressy!! "they dunno tt i come running home when i fall down.they dunno who picks me up when no one is ard.I drop my sword and cry for just awhile"

i felt so...scared + stress at that point of sms when it was ard 1.01am??!! o.O but now...God brought me through!!

oohs...didn't have training due to e rain and also some of us/them dun wanna train.hahas. went to hougang there to meet L2(voon) to get e stuff cuz need it for tmr's camp! hahas.and she was so so kind to swop hp with me cuz my hp's battery can't last for 2 days. thanksL2!!...-muhahas- *wiNkz* am so gd gggirLx. cuz i'm listening to david tao's song...hahas.and i juz finished downloading a whole chunk of jay chou's song from nemo!! thanksnemo! ohhs!! congratulations to cong and quack!! cuz they won t3!! -beams- audrey, bk,hui,leng,joan,vanda,angel and me were sitting rrright infront of e class juz to support them!! xD else,we'll normally be at e back of e class!! hahas.i think daniel d. and andrew's skill not bad..hahas.

*to vanda,terence,derrick.
we will still be friends till we're oLd...we will still keep in contact!! we will...!! xD let's all study hard even we will be in different place!
ter! to yr question "when ask you out must come out okay?" -> my answer, "i will...!! xD"
vanda and derrick -> we've been classmates or rather,friends for 3 years!! we been through so much so much...all e mischivious stuff and fun moments!! i do remember and cherish it! -grins-

*abstracted from sinhui's sms to me
jia:: haha...really?i felt i so throw face at yr quiz board!! -bishes myself- haiis.nvm larr.it is juz a quiz...cuz our friendship is beyond e quiz...heez...*wiNkz*
hui:: Hahaha...Ya lo ya la... Wad's a quiz aniway?? Our friendship is so strong... Haha...It's juz a lame thing...
jia:: haha...your this sms reply really makes me smile.SMILE big big!! ahh...hui...!! i really love you guys!! i mean nu ren!! haha..-big BiG hUG!!- jasper on yr MSN

-muhahas- i'm so...happy!! xD

listening to:: sha tan (david tao)
she fluttered at 6:28 PM
now conferencing with quack,bK,kh and cong. supposingly to be talking abt e promotion thingy but ended up talking cccraps now!! O_O and i know some who might retain...i'm SCARED!! -double sigh- act. didn't know anything abt e promotion thingy until felicia called me and asked me...argh!! tmr t3 already~!! heez...jia yOu quack and cOng!! -beams-
she fluttered at 12:15 AM
Monday, October 27, 2003
Lately i've been winning battles left and right
But even winners can get wounded in the fight
People say that i'm amazing
Strong beyond my years
But they don't see inside of me
I'm hiding all the tears

They don't know that i come running home
When i fall down
They don't know who picks me up
When no one is around
I drop my sword and cry for just awhile
'cause deep inside this armor
The warrior is a child

Unafraid because his armour is the best
But even soldiers need a quiet place to rest
People say that i'm amazing
I never face retreat
But they don't see the enemies
That lay me at his feet

I drop my sword and look up for a smile
'cause deep inside this armor
Deep inside this armor
Deep inside this armor
The warrior is a child

she fluttered at 12:21 PM
...realised that i couldn't get myself to be discipline to listen to david tao's song. so i'm pretty naughty now to skip away from david tao's song to listen to some christian comtemporary songs.hahas.well well,shall juz be discipline and listen to david tao's song =) was sms-ing my sister when i was reminded by e comment that mandy made to nicole which makes adrain,nemo and me laugh! hahahs..it was...funny!! later having seed at 4pm... leaving hse together with mummy then go swimming...heez...long time nv swim already~!! ohHs...am still thinking who is e stewpid pppiigz who signed-in to my account yesterday!! quite scary...cuz only 2 person knows my previous password...and if e person who hacked in is no them,i felt so...-blehh- and my contacts could all have been deleted!! argh~!! make me go change all my password... "!@#$" anyway,now eating my mummy's bee hoon!! so nicey manx~!! xD

listening to:: the warrior is a child
she fluttered at 10:23 AM
ripped it off jenny's forward emaiLz.

In the city of Chicago, one cold, dark night, a blizzard was setting in. A little boy was selling newspapers on the corner, the people were in and out of the cold. The little boy was so cold that he wasn't trying to sell many papers. He walked up to a policeman and said, "Mister, you wouldn't happen to know where a poor boy could find a warm place to sleep tonight would you? You see, I sleep in a box up around the corner there and down the alley and it's awful cold in there for tonight. Sure would be nice to have a warm place to stay."

The policeman looked down at the little boy and said, "You go down the street to that big white house and you knock on the door. When they come out the door you just say John 3:16, and they will let you in."

So he did. He walked up the steps and knocked on the door, and a lady answered.

He looked up and said, "John 3:16." The lady said, "Come on in, Son." She took him in and she sat him down in a split bottom rocker in front of a great big old fireplace, and she went off. The boy sat there for a while and thought to himself: John 3:16..

I don't understand it, but it sure makes a cold boy warm.
Later she came back and asked him "Are you hungry?"
He said, "Well, just a little. I haven't eaten in a couple of days, and I guess I could stand a little bit of food." The lady took him in the kitchen and sat him down to a table full of wonderful food. He ate and ate until he couldn't eat any more. Then he thought to himself: John 3:16... Boy, I sure don't understand it but it sure makes a hungry boy full.

She took him upstairs to a bathroom to a huge bathtub filled with warm water, and he sat there and soaked for a while. As he soaked, he thought to himself:

John 3:16... I sure don't understand it, but it sure makes a dirty boy clean. You know, I've not had a bath, a real bath, in my whole life. The only bath I ever had was when I stood in front of that big old fire hydrant as they flushed it out.

The lady came in and got him. She took him to a room, tucked him into a big old feather bed, pulled the covers up around his neck, kissed him goodnight and turned out the lights. As he lay in the darkness and looked out the window at the snow coming down on that cold night, he thought to himself: John 3:16... I don't understand it but it sure makes a tired boy rested.

The next morning the lady came back up and took him down again to that same big table full of food.

After he ate, she took him back to that same big old split bottom rocker in front of the fireplace and picked up a big old Bible. She sat down in front of him and looked into his young face.

"Do you understand John 3:16?" she asked gently.
He replied, "No, Ma'am, I don't. The first time I ever heard it was last night when the policeman told me to use it." She opened the Bible to John 3:16 and began to explain to him about Jesus. Right there, in front of that big old fireplace, he gave his heart and life to Jesus. He sat there and thought: John 3:16. . .
I don't understand it, but it sure makes a lost boy feel safe.
You know, I have to confess I don't understand it either, how God was willing to send His Son to die for me, and how Jesus would agree to do such a thing. I don't understand the agony of the Father and every angel in heaven as they watched Jesus suffer and die. I don't understand the intense love for ME that kept Jesus on the cross till the end. I don't understand it, but it sure does make life worth living.

John 3:16
For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.
she fluttered at 10:15 AM
Sunday, October 26, 2003
i miss esplanade.
i miss the times when i went,i sat by the sea and talk.
it was so so nice.

i love the night scenery at there.
it gives me comfort.
especially when i wasn't alone whenever i was there at night.

=) it was nice.
she fluttered at 11:33 PM
Saturday, October 25, 2003


unless i throw away everything and remind myself as a child of Yours,
i'll not be able to stand before You with a child-like heart to worship You.



today was simply -thumbs up- juz that i was too lazy and tired to wake up at 6.30am to go for morning jog before attending training.*yeahxness* i wasn't late for e BGR teaching!! -beams- hahas.and it did speak to me or remind me in some ways =) and pokk! thanks for reminding me again and again NOT to miss e teaching! -hugs- hope you're feeling better now =) supposed to meet paLx for dinner but in e end gotto rushed off...hahas.sorrypaLx!

felt kind of different for today's worship.felt...gggreat! e feeling was...wahh.... that kind...-grins-

listening to:: the moment
she fluttered at 11:41 PM
-muhahas- i'm feeling *faints* i waited for so long to download e "real player" juz to listen to "how much is that doggy in the window"...hahahas...

anyway,paLx! pretty! juz wanna say i enjoy my day! -beams beams- met up with paLx in e afternoon...got approached by bin while waiting for paLx.and yes,my 2bucks went to e donation...we walked UP and DOWN orchard road...then we kept talking and talking... supposed to hunt for presents...but in e end i think we juz end up talking and looking for our clothes! hahas! sat down at youth park there and talked...and trust me,our topics are always e same! right paLx??!! -nods nods- met up with pretty at yishun and went eating again! -sigh- ate so MUCH today...then we went ard looking for e pricing of 7250i...!! both of us was like O_O and the expression of -i want 7250i!!!- hahahs...i kept on playing with e phone image!! it was so...NICE!! then we sat down and talked...it was NICE! well well,now crapping with pokk pokk and peiru.but seems like only pokk pokk and me are talking! hahas.well,gotto go sLeep already...tmr have to wake up early...having training!! *evil look* gonna think of a way to leave training early cuz i DON'T wanna miss e teaching on BGR!! *wiNkz*

listening to:: how much is that doggy in the window
she fluttered at 12:06 AM
Friday, October 24, 2003
hear the cry of my inner soul.
she fluttered at 12:05 PM
tired is e word that i could describe how i feel now...ahh...

reached home ard 12.30am from games com. meeting. manx! i muz say that its gonna be LOTs of fun manx~!! right pokk pokk?? -beams- and we came up 3 quarter of e games! praise the Lord.alright,guess i'm gonna learn more in e upcoming meetings etc. met pokk pokk and went to meeting together. manx...we shared a little packet of meiji hello panda...how can that ever be enough for our mouths??!! -muhahas- and talked too~!! now chatting with pokk pokk too...hahas. tmr she is gonna be MORE tired than me manx~!! she is packed from 7.45am till later afternoon~! pokk pokk! jia you~!! *yeahxness* tmr going out with paLx!! -beams beams- its been a long time since i last went out with her...can't even rem. it was when.well well,hope that she won't last min. tell me that she can't make it...*yawns* gonna sLp now...take care!~

listening to:: yu jian
she fluttered at 1:51 AM
i saw this at penguinnie's blog but i ripped it off seafood's blog.

THREE THINGS I will LOVE and LOVE
`God.
`families (lee family and siMpsOnx [ hahas ])
`my fffuture husban (if i have.hahas)

THREE THINGS I HATE
`satan.
`snake.
`durian.

THREE THINGS I DON'T UNDERSTAND
`God (His love for His people).
`why people don't accept God's love.
`how i feel at times.

THREE THINGS ON MY DESK
`bag.
`penguinnie's jacket!
`others.

THREE WAYS TO DESCRIBE MY PERSONALITY
`loyal.(okayy...it sounds like DOG! -blehh-)
`caring.
`loving.

THREE WAYS TO DESCRIBE MY LOOKS
`dark.
`fat.
`short! (-sigh-)

THREE THINGS I CAN'T DO
`play well in guitar.
`becoming taller.
`speak french.

THREE OF YOUR ABSOLUTE FAVORITE FOODS
`century egg porridge.
`fish and chips! (nv ever eat at national library's S-11!)
`mum's cooking! *yums*

THREE BEVERAGES YOU DRINK REGULARLY
`water.
`fruit juice (apple)
`vitagen?

THREE THINGS YOU'D LIKE TO LEARN
`playing better guitar.
`to be an intellectual person.
`to be able to listen before i make any conclusion.

THREE SHOWS YOU WATCHED WHEN YOU WERE A KID
`mickey mouse!!
`lonney tunes!!
`sailormoon.

THREE SHOWS YOU WATCH NOW
`holland village.
`news.
`sun yanzi's lllast concert?

THREE OF THE BEST MOVIES
`darkwater.
`twin effects.
`double vision.

THREE THINGS YOU WISH THEY KNEW
`i love you...(hahas)
`love God.
`i just wanna score well for 'N' and 'O's'!

THREE THINGS THAT MAKE YOU CRY
`when i get too emotional.(which is i think too much)
`problems.
`the love of God.

THREE THINGS THAT MAKE YOU SMILE
`God.
`families.
`results!

THREE THINGS THAT MAKE YOU LAUGH
`siMpsOnx.
`lee family.
`some other corny people.
she fluttered at 1:45 AM
Thursday, October 23, 2003
Asteaband is your Vampire name.
You are a fun-loving Vampire who likes to scare
others. Humans look at you with fear, and
other Vampires are amused by your energetic
antics.


What is your Vampire name?
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she fluttered at 1:54 PM
with a gentle kiss,
i said "sorry".
she fluttered at 11:21 AM
Wednesday, October 22, 2003
got home abt 40mins ago? hmms...went to khatib there to play basketball. cynthia was there too.hahas...and she kept saying "how come no one reply me?" then took 812 and had a tour home manx~!! argh~! was so tired already~!! came home and played game with leng... played till bored...tmr is gonna be a long day manx~!! have sch till 2.30pm...then cg 4pm.games com. meeting at 7pm.but meeting pokk pokk 7pm at wheelock's place bus-stop...juz closed e games window with my fren...so long nv click means busy i think... anyway, my brain is gonna burst soon...gotto think of lots of games and names...i felt so lethargic. tmr confirm alot of ppl won't be going sch...but how come i'm going ar? -wonders-

listening to:: everyday
she fluttered at 10:53 PM
today in sch was totally fun but yet waste time.fun part was that we were allow to use e piano.waste time part was,it was total useless for us to go sch! anyway,i'm able to figure out "yu jian" on piano using one hand.hahas. marc was like so excited when he heard me playing and kept asking for e song to be repeated -____-"" then tze long learned how to play...so in e end i got 3 ppl come running to me to learn.well well,i'm a bad pianist cuz i could only play with 1 hand. but mr sing was saying that i'm a strange person cuz normally basketball players don't play piano cuz our hands are too stiff.but well,i didn't learn right? -sigh- figured out a bit of "the moment" but they were all playing "yu jian" so i couldn't figure out...-sigh- now chatting with germs...meting irene and meihui later to play basketball at khatib there...

listening to:: yu jian
she fluttered at 5:41 PM
Tuesday, October 21, 2003
i'm falling...
falling into a unknown place.

i'm hiding,
hiding the feelings that's within.


therefore,
i run.


she fluttered at 9:10 PM
ripped it off jaime's blog.

the truth about girls
1. when a girl says she's sad, but she ain't crying, it means she's crying in her heart.

2. when she ignores you after you've done something wrong, it's best to give her some time to cooL dowN before touchiNg her heart with an apoLogy.

3. a girl can't find anything to hate about the guy she loves which is why it's so hard for her to get over him after the relationship is over...

4. if a girl loves a guy,he'll aLway be on her mind every minute of the day,even ig she is with her best girLfriends...

5. when the guy she likes smiLes and looks deeP into her eyes,she'll simply melt.

6. a girl likes to hear compliments but usually is not sure how to react to them.

7. whena guy flirts with a girl very often, the girl would start wondering if the guy likes her,so if you treat a girl only as a friend,go easy on the smiles and stares okay...

8. if you don't like a girl who likes you,tell her gently...

9. if a girl starts to avoid you after you reject her,leave her alone for awhile,if you still treat her as a friend,talk to her...

10. girls enjoy talking abt what they feels...music,poetry,drawing and writing are ways of expressing themselves which explains why most girls likes to write journal of letters...

11. never tell a girl she is useless in any way.

12. being too serious may turn a girl OFF.

13. when the guy she likes calls her the first time,the girl may act uninterested during the call...but as soon as the phone is back on the hook, she whoop with joy and immediately starting telephoning her friends to spread the news...

14. a smile means alot to a girl

15. if you like a friend,try being as her friend first,let her know more about you.

16. if a girl says she can't go out with her cuz she have to study...juz leave.

17. but if she still calls you or expect a call from you,stay...

18. don't try to guess a girl's feeling,ask her...

19. hearing the word "i love you" is a great reassurance to a girl that she is beautiful...

20. after a girl falls in love with a guy, she'll wonder why she notice him more...

21. if you needs tips on how to flirt girls...read romance stories.

22. when class pictures comes out, a girl would first check who is standing next to her crush before looking for herself...

23. a girl's ex-crush will always be in her memory, but the guy she loves now stays in her heart.

24. girls love having fun!

25. a simple "hi" can brigthen up a girl's day...

26. a girl's best friends usually know besT what she is feeling and going tHrough.

27. girls hate it when a guy payS attention to then juz to get cLose to their 'pReTtiEr' frieNd...

28. love means devotio,caring and happiness to a girl,in that order...

29. some girls care abt looks, some care abt brains, but all girls wants guys who'll love and care for them...

30. girls wait months n years for the guy they loved siMpLy cuz they wanted to be loved in return...
she fluttered at 8:27 PM
when you cry,i cry in my heart.
when you're sad,i'm sad too.
when you felt lost,remember i'm always here for you.
when you need my company,i'm always a phone call away.
when you are happy,there's this happiness that rose from within my heart.
and that was a sweet sweet smile.


so,how can i ever describe within words about this friendship that had endured and come so long way?


she fluttered at 12:28 AM
Sunday, October 19, 2003
today's amendment went on smoothly! -smiLes- haha.and guess what? "wHaTz?" i saw peiru today and she told me me a gd news~!! wOo.wOo.wOo...so happy!! hahas.after amendment went walking alone...passed by mos burger at orchard emerald...it looked so presentable becuz of its cleanliness? hahas.anyway, came home and went out again.hahas.felt so great to do juz sth for my close friends. and all of a sudden,i realised sth abt close friends once again.

*to celine
hahahas...ain't u unlucky?! can't seem to be able to borrow e sling bag and e balloon couldn't get today...hahas.okays...shall get it for you tmr! -beams- and for once,you say that i'm sweet -muhahas-

listening to:: hen hao
she fluttered at 11:28 PM
-_____-"" blogger is having serious problem now! -bishes blogger- every pg can only see half a pg ONLY.nvm...juz continue with what i wanna say.hahas.

hmms...sLept for 5+hrs only...hahas.yesterday had shepherding...then follow deb go up for her practise.sat there and see...then sUz sat beside me and we started crapping a bit.then jas came...she was saying that she is singapore flag...hahas.then i say she singapoRK flag -muhahas- e teaching during PM was gd...ohh,and paLx was sitting beside me and at some points we were crapping manx~! act. i'm quite excited abt nx week's teaching.hahas... pastor jeff is gonna teach abt BGR.though aLOT of ppl been taught before, i nv...so i'm kinda excited.hahas.after PM e whole northeast head down to istana park and we had our funs there!! got ppl eat onion,chilli to get e materials. hahas.but e ultimite winner was nec.hahas~!! e way i see tarigan and jiong yao eat e onion makes me go ... they ate e onion SO fast! wahh. had lunch with paLx and we went crazy again~ -laugh out loud- yesterday's service was different for me~ cuz i sat with nec.hahas.cuz dc got one guy brought a fren who is girl from compassvale...dinner was a rather busy time for me...cuz i was walking round and round and round in starhub collecting stats, northeast CBF pledge...hahas.well well,i'm so happy that i completed e collation of yesterday's CBF pledge~!! xD crapped with voon and deb over e phone till they was tired and they went off to sLp...played pool with nemo...then drag here and there till i start sLeeping at only 3.05am like that...later going jogging...then heading down to nexus today for amendment.

listening to:: keep the candle burning
she fluttered at 9:13 AM
Saturday, October 18, 2003
had a real late nitex tonight manx~!! reached home ard 12.05am.went out for half a day!! but thankGod that my daddy and mummy nv scold me. heez...cg was fun~!! and yes,i'm sure i did put on some weight.cuz we ate ALOT during cg.at least,i ate.heez...wanted to go play soccer with paLx and vOon but cg ended late.so asked paLx to come up to RC and celebrate rain's birthday which was on tues(i mean this week) haiis.but that sha nui came out of e room when i was holding e cake in e living room!! -bishes her- hahas.went jogging with eeLee and phiax. completed my 10rounds! then went buddyz hse...supposingly to take bag...but can't find...-rolls eyes- hahas.well,i waited for abt 40mins...was playing e swing for abt 30mins...then decided to head home which was then saw my buddyz come home...hahas.so waited for abt 15mins? argh~! in e end also nv get e bag~ hahas.so talked and both our hps went FLAT! -blehh- so met up with pretty and went home together~ hahas.we talked aLOT...-muhahas- and she sms-ed me a question which i think quite o.O one...-muhahas- hmms...gotto think of cheers for tmr's survivor event! hahas.thankSarah for sending me that file!! and also jenny who reminded me again of e "3 cheers" ohh, thanksjeremiah for helping me to print e stuff (^^) gotto turn in early...tmr shepherding at 10am~!! hahas...xD
she fluttered at 1:51 AM
LAYER ONE
-- Name: lee jiayi.
-- Birthdate: 6th april 1988.
-- Birthplace: singapore.
-- Current Location: bedroom.
-- Eye Color: black.
-- Height: 157(this is what i call,SHORT! -blehh-)
-- Righty or Lefty: righty.
-- Zodiac Sign: aries (^^)
LAYER TWO
-- The shoes you wore today: adidas shoe(i've on 1 pair of shoes.but buying a new one soon (^^) )
-- Your weakness: siMpsOnx and family members!
-- Your fears: being lonely.
-- Your perfect pizza: hawaii? (-wonders- if she tasted before.i can't rem. it manx!!)
-- Goal you'd like to achieve:
+ 5 points in 'N' level and 15 points in 'O' level (by God's grace =) )
+ better guitarist
LAYER THREE
-- Your most overused phrase on AIM: hmms?
-- Your thoughts first waking up: got missed sms-es and calls?
-- Your best physical feature: leg? (definitely NOT my stomach)
-- Your bedtime: when i'm tired.
-- Your most missed memory: when siMpsOnx gathered together. (well,one is coming up soon. (^^) )
LAYER FOUR
-- Pepsi or Coke: coke. (but,i seldom drink.it'll bomb me with 8rounds to burn e FATS!)
-- McDonald's or Burger King: both.(but try to cut down.hahas)
-- Single or group dates: single.(to some ppl) group.(to siMpsOnx and some)
-- Adidas or Nike: both (^^)
-- Lipton Ice Tea or nestea: lipton ice tea.
-- Chocolate or vanilla: both *yums*
-- Cappuccino or coffee: cappuccino.
LAYER FIVE
-- Smoke: NO! (i dislike ppl who smoke.i'll deliberately say it out LOUD "why so smelly?")
-- Cuss: hmms?
-- Sing: (^^)
-- Take a shower everyday: -dUh- (if u dun shower,dun chat with me first.hahas)
-- Have a crush(es): -starts thinking- last time?
-- Do you think you've been in love: one side love?
-- Want to go to college: yes.
-- Like high school: hmms...i'm anything.
-- Want to get married: if someone whom i like will accept me,i will then be e most lucky girLx.)
-- Believe in yourself: sometimes.but now is God.
-- Get motion sickness: nope.
-- Think you're attractive: nope.
-- Think you're a health freak: quite okay.
-- Get along with your parents: (^^)
-- Like thunderstorms: depends.
-- Play an instrument: guitar.violin(used to.i got a cert. that is grade3! hahas). piano(right hand) guzheng.
LAYER SIX:
-- Drank alcohol: NO!
-- Smoked: NO!
-- Had Sex: -sigh- NO!
-- Gone on a date: hmms...so many? -muhahas-
-- Gone to the mall?: -_____-"" -dUh-
-- Eaten an entire box of Oreos: yes.
-- Eaten sushi: yup.
-- Been on stage: yup. (many times in pri. sch? and few weeks ago at nexus? hahas)
-- Been dumped: hmms?
-- Gone skating: not yet. (how abt roller blading?)
-- Made homemade cookies: nope.
-- Gone skinny dipping: nope. (no figure,how to? freak myself off only.hahas)
-- Dyed your hair: no,it'll spoil my hair.
-- Stolen anything: hmms...that is kinda difficult to also.
LAYER SEVEN: Ever..
-- Played a game that required removal of clothing: NO.
-- If so, was it mixed company: NO.
-- Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: hmms?
-- Been caught "doing something": o.O
-- Been called a tease: o.O
-- Gotten beaten up: nearly,but,you know...i've LOTs of friends.hahas.
-- Shoplifted: NO.
-- Changed who you were to fit in: hmms?
LAYER EIGHT
-- Age you hope to be married: ard 24?
-- Numbers and Names of Children: 4? (i dunno...) hmms...reagan?veronica?daniel? (can't think of any.)
-- How do you want to die: peacefully.
-- Where you want to go to college: hmms...
-- What do you want to be when you grow up: -shrugs-
-- What country would you most like to visit: paris; italy!! -beams- xD
LAYER NINE: In a guy/..
-- Best eye color? whatever he has.
-- Best hair color? whatever he has.
-- Short or long hair: whatever that suits him.
-- Height: average. (but taller than me larr.hahas.else,he'll feel inferior.)
-- Best weight: whatever he is.
-- Best articles of clothing: the style that suits him and he likes.
-- Best first date location: wherever he wants to bring me lorr.(hahas)
-- Best first kiss location: cheeks? (isn't this e very first? hahas)
LAYER TEN
-- Number of drugs taken illegally: nahhx.
-- Number of people I could trust with my life: basically,God,my family and siMpsOnx!
-- Number of CDs that I own: not alot. (but,how i know??!!)
-- Number of piercings: 1 pair.
-- Number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper?: nahhx.
-- Number of scars on my body: never count.
-- Number of things in my past that I regret: hmms...i regretted e next moment i did.but it somehow gets better (^^)
she fluttered at 1:39 AM
Friday, October 17, 2003
we didn't waste out time.
it has been six years.
she fluttered at 10:20 AM
hahaha...had a fun time talking to ter and hui on e phone...so funny...esp. when hui was talking to her dad then ter was like "quiet larr" -muhahas- and she sent me some sun yanzi's songs!! -beams- hmms...ter working now as a surveyor at somerset there...thinking whether to work not...hahas.going down on sunday with hui to see see...xD

*yeahxness* so happy!! hahas.eeLee asked me to do an assignment!! hahas...which is sth that i enjoy doing! had been thinking abt it for quite long...and God really use me to do it!! xD thanksGod,thankseeLee! -grins-

argh~!! gotto go sLp already...a bit running nose...-blehh-

listening to:: di liu gan(sun yanzi)
she fluttered at 12:31 AM
Thursday, October 16, 2003
had a fun time chatting with jasper.felt so so happy for lovely girLx (^^) had a fun time talking to paLx too! hahas...*start laughing out loud becuz of some LAME reason* -looks at paLx- -muhahas- how lame can that reason be??!! -muhahas- watched holland village and e 9pm that baby show...hahas.life without studying is rrreal bored! trust me! hmms...*yeahxness* mummy reaching home soon...-hugs her tightly-

i muz say that sun yanzi's song is rrreally nice!! her lyrics are with meanings, she reveals her inner thinking through her songs which sometimes i can just allow myself to be in e song...=) "the moment" is nice...

ohhs,thanksjiancong for sending me that real BIG file.hahas...it has been like 1+hrs? not sure -scratches head- heez...

listening to:: the moment
she fluttered at 10:22 PM
went jogging juz now and completed 12 rounds! act. i think i've e energy to complete 15 rounds...but,i juz dun wanna exert too much at one go,it won't be gd.i'm a fool~!! i thought bus 858 would drop me at admiralty station...but who knows? that it dropped me at woodlands interchange! argh! then i took mrt to meet lovely gggirLx... hahas.changed with her hp~!! well well,ain't i gd? i lent out all my radio-thingy to all my siMpsOnx family...haha.both discman and my 6510 radio-hp all out~!! hahas. but nvm larr.i rather they happy and enjoy more than i do~!! wOo~!! xD nv used 8210 before...hahas.heez...at least e ringtone still got "winter sonata's" one...hahas.went watson and bought some stuff then bought a half watermelon home.had a short talk with daddy juz now.was browsing through e "sony catologue" which was like...august? hahas...and i've e crave,e crave of getting myself a new discman!! argh~! i've so much so much things to buy... wanna intro yr this song "come home running" and "the warrior is a child" are nice songs...and yes,they'll sent to me by piggyx.so...thankspiggyx

*things i'm craving for...-muhahas-
-7250i!!
-converse shoe
-surf berms + t-shirts + aniceandcomfortable sweater
-"the moment" cd
-discman
-agoodandmulti-purpose digital camera
-electric guitar (which i think i'm totally mad when my skills ain't that gd)
wahh...i've so many things to buy(i believe i can get them with e help of my daddy and mummy except for e last 3.hahas...)

i'm firm in my trust and my love.



listening to:: You stand alone
she fluttered at 2:43 PM
forced myself to wake up at 8am so that i won't be a lazy pppiigz...hahas. -sigh- i juz can't stop eating!! -bishes myself real hard!- hmms...sLePt at 1.05am yesterday... hahas~!! -sigh- was browsing through e net for e chalet thing cuz sentosa's chalet have been FULLY booked!! argh~! so sad...else...hahas.can go to e beaches to play and get tan some more~!! -muhahas- wanna sLim down -chants on- muz stop my mouth from eating already!! -blehh- later going jogging!! xD then meeting sinhui to change hp...hahas.her hp really look like 8250 manx!! e LCD color is so so like 8250...what should i do today?? wanted to follow deb go music practice but it seems like i'll feel funny...some more ahhz won't be there...e whole sound team will be royston they all~ -sigh- quite addicted to yahoo pool now...too bad char they all still having exams...eLse will ask her out to play pool!! -blehh- ohhs,one thing i wanna do is to improve my guitar skills!! so,while ppl are mugging for exams,i shall mug for a better skill in guitar! hahas...leading worship tmr...tonight then will get e songs~ ohh, -sigh- yanz will only come back either mid-nov or end-nov.so i think our date are postpone,to a later date...haiis. -breathes- i wanna go out walk walk today!! i need some moments to myself so that i can walk a longer road that is ahead of me.

listening to:: yu jian
she fluttered at 9:29 AM
Wednesday, October 15, 2003
teach me how do you feel the person's heartbeat.
teach me how to catch the star that is about to fall.

tell me how far is the one that i'd been waiting for.
tell me if it was a wrong thing to know you in the first place.

runs away.


she fluttered at 10:44 PM
well well,holidays starts for me today? heez...having straight holiday till nx monday!! *yeahness* -sigh- was playing pool online yesterday at yahoo it was then i realised that i'm not a gd player at all! then i got a sudden urge to call up germs to go out today to play! hahas~!! but by seeing her list of work she gotto complete,i decided not to.was browsing through phs's irc webby and came across certain no. of teachers' day photos! wanted to post them up but e server was down.yeahx! finally got someone play with me...hahas. aiya! missed by a bit...-____-"" hmms,am so determine to go back to my exercise schedule! hahas! shall go jogging later when e weather can ensure me of itself again! going down to joo chait later to print stats! hope that can meet up paLx before her cg! hahas~!! was woken up by deb's sms though it was on silent mode...e vibration was so strong! hahas! and we're gonna celebrate cuz it is after exams~!! wOo.wOo.wOo~!! hahas!

listening to:: faith
she fluttered at 9:39 AM
Tuesday, October 14, 2003
elf
You are Form 6, Elfin: The Wyld.

"And The Elfin saw the evil and
misjudgement in the world and shot her arrow at
the sky. Bolts of lightning struck the earth
and gave the world balance and
growth."


Some examples of the Elfin Form are Demeter (Greek)
and Khepry (Egyptian).
The Elfin is associated with the concept of growth
and balance, the number 6, and the element of
water.
Her sign is the half moon.

As a member of Form 6, you are a very balanced
individual. You can easily adapt to most
situations and you may be a good social
chameleon. You aren't afraid of changes in
your life, but sometimes you evolve too
rapidly, leaving others to think that you are
leaving them behind. Elfin are the best
friends to have because they are open minded.


Which Mythological Form Are You?
brought to you by Quizilla
she fluttered at 11:15 PM
i miss the way we used to spend time with each other
we seize every opportunity to hang out together.
there were times of quarrels and disagreements,
yet we are bonded so closely together,
just like the molecules in the solid.
even if you'd join in late,
we do treasure you.
and now i know,that,
everything is gonna stay at its place guarding its heart tightly
for each others' place is immovable.

right?


she fluttered at 10:21 PM
-beams beams- am soOoOo happy~!! (^^) went out with lovely buddyz!! -beams beams- supposingly to meet her 4pm at causeway but becuz e redo of e amendments ended early so i called her up...hahas.she was such a slow pOkk! i estimated e time that when i board bus 912 she'll be at her bus-stop,but guess what? *wHaTz?* she walked so slow that she missed that bus! *faint* hahas...anyway,we had macs for our lunch-cum-dinner! *wiNkz* we ate till so full~ then went to walk round and search for presents...i was also cracking my brain of what to buy for my fren's birthday which is on nov~!! -sigh- brain cell dried up juz thinking of that~!! -muhahas- will continue to think though.anyway,we walked round and round causeway and i saw this discman which i seen it before...it was very nice!! and i was surprised that my discman were still on sale when i bought it 1 yr ago! hahas.am thinking why i reject my dad of buying me MP3 when he offered last yr~! anyway,my discman is with my best fren...thinking if i could get my dad to get me a new discman then i might give my best fren e discman....hahas! but i dun think my dad will buy~!! hahas~!! -sigh - we walked in to nokia care and i asked abt e repair of e plug-in camera! guess what? *wHaTz?* they say UNLESS i've e receipt then i can exchange for a new camera...but then e camera wasn't mine and my fren dun have e receipt already...so i guess i've gotto save up and buy a camera~! maybe i buy e cute camera for my fren~ hahas.that cute camera very very cute lehh!! its rEd in color~!! and e shape is ccccute! *wiNkz* but its $150!! argh~! hmms...was sharing with lovely babe abt e plans i'd made for e siMpsOnx gang~ we shall ALL go ssshhopping together~!! so all pls save up!! ^___^ so hype up~!! and e chalet that's coming up!! so cOoL~!! xD can't wait manx! i felt so so reLax whenever i'm out with e four of them~!! so reLax in ALL e conversations~ and sinhui!! if you're reading this now,wanna tell u that i enjoyed e few hrs we had juz now!! -hugs- i LLoovvEE yOu~!! *wiNkz* -beams-

listening to:: yu jian
she fluttered at 9:15 PM
-sigh- spending so mmmuuch time studying F&N and it brings disappointment to me. and yes,i was disheartened -sigh- i studied sO hard and guess what? those unpredicted topics came out.like,MEAT,MILK those.they're e culprits.i overlooked and belittled them. who and what to blame but MYSELF. -sigh- nvm.its over already~!! NO NEED TO GO OUT STUDY ANYMORE~ cuz my exams are over~! no need to get disappointments also. juz gonna enjoy my next 3 days of sch-free~!! xD hmms... ms tan specially tell me "rem. to come sch on friday" with that kind of "suspicious look"...-muhahas- she's clever manx~!! but it don't works...looking forward to meet lovely gggirLx later! hahas...

realized sth...from kl's blog.that is,st.gab's having marking day too! hmms,is that what it call cluster? where a few schs in e same region have exams together? -wonders-

"jiayi! S-M-I-L-E!" (-____-"" i'm becoming more and more ... haiis.nvm.)

listening to:: the moment(describes my mood abt sth now.)
she fluttered at 11:27 AM
protein::

composition
-phosphorus
-hydrogen
-oxygen
-nitrogen
-sulphur
-carbon

functions
-for growth,repair and maintenance of e body
-excess protein are converted to fat and are stored in e body as energy

amino acids
-a protein molecule made up of large amt of amino acids
-basic building of protein
-contains 1 or more amino acid chain
-there are 22 amino acids, 12 dispensable and 10 indispensable

12 dispensable - body can only produce when enough of proteins and calories are consumed during e day
10 indispensable - cannot be manufactured by e body.muz be obtain from food

HBV - a protein food which provides e body with indispensable amino acids in proportion
LBV - a protein food which have 1 or more indispensable amino acids lacking in them

sources
-animal proteins have complete protein and are HBV
-plants proteins have incomplete protein and are LBV

deficiency
-retard growth
-muscles becomes weak,hands & legs becomes thinner

over-consumption
-leads to obesity
-increase blood cholesterol

complementary protein
-combines 2 incomplete protein together so that e amino acids lacking in 1 made up for those lacking in other

effects of heat
-millard reaction
-leads to coagualtion

carbohydrate::

composition
-oxygen
-carbon
-hydration

functions
-provides body with energy
-act as a 'protein sparer' (to spare for its more imp. function)
-excess carbohydrate are converted to glycogen or fat

classification

monosaccharides
-glucose; a form of carbohydrate e body uses for energy
-fructose; 'fruit' sugar found in fruits,honey and plant juices
-galactose; milk found in mammal

disaccharides
-maltose; glucose + glucose = malt sugar
-sucrose; glucose + fructose = table sugar
-lactose; glucose + galactose = milk in mammals

polysaccharides
glucose;
-a storage form of energy in e human body.stores in liver
-convert to glycogen when energy is required

starch;
-found during photosynthesis in plants

fibres;
-prevent constipation

cellulose;
-made large amt of glucose units
-helps to remove soild waste material

pectin;
-obtain by simmering fruit

effect of heat
-dry heat; dextrinization +
-moist heat; gelatinization

factors affecting gelantinization
-temperature
-timing
-stirring
-amt of water
-presenece of acids,proteins,fat and sugar

requirements
55%-65% comes from carbohydrates
30% comes from fat
5% comes from protein

over-consumption
-constipation
-piles
-diabetes

water::

composition
-2 atoms of hydrogen
-1 atom of oxygen

functions
-transport nutrients throughout e body
-carries waste product
-mains blood volume
-regulates body temp. (esp. in hot water)
-serve as a solvent for minerals,vitamins,amino acids,glucose and other small molecules

deficiency
-dehydration due to lack or loss of water

water toxicity
-intake is more than e capacity of e kidney that can be execrete it

dietary fibre::

definition
-a mixture of substances which are polysaccharides.cannot be digested
-known as NSP(non-starch polysaccharides)
-unavailable carbohydrates

classification
soluble
-parts of e plants gels form in water soluble

insoluble
-strong,structual parts of plants

functions
soluble
-low blood cholesterol
-regulates blood glucose

insoluble
-increase fecal weights
-absorbs e water and binds e food residues
-ensures that e faeces are soft and bulky.to pass out from e body in e min. time

deficiency
-constipation
-piles
-diverticular diseases

vegetables::

classfication
-stems
-roots
-tubes
-bulbs
-leaves
-flowers
-seeds
-fruits

color/pigment
-presence of chlorophyll

nutrients
-minerals
-vitamins
-proteins
-fats
-carbohydrates
-water

effect of heat
-soften e fibres
-vit. c destroy heat

egg:

nutrients
-water
-ash
-protein
-fat

composition
-shell
-egg white
-egg yolk

structure
shell(58%)
-porous shell allows chick to obtain oxygen
-shell membrane allows bacteria and ordours to enter and for oxygen and cabon dioxide to escape
-colors does not affect e nutritional values

egg white(12%)
-have 2 visible layer; thin layer and thick layer
-main proteins are ovalbumin and mucin

egg yolk(30%)
-colors relates to e diet
-nutritional value is not affected by e color of e yolk
-presence of carotene

effect of heat
-ovalbumin starts to coagulates at 60degrees until it becomes solid and opaque
-protein in egg white starts to coagulates at 70degrees and continues till it becomes hard and dry

uses of egg(bectgergt)
-binding
-emulsifying
-coating
-thickening
-garnishing
-enriching
-raising agent
-glazing
-trapping of air

fats::



composition
-oxygen
-carbon
-hydrogen
-made up of glycogen and fatty acids that comes to make fat molecules

functions
-surrounds and protects certain vital organs
-provide texture and flavour
-stores fat and insulates to e body
-soluble vitamins a,d,e,k
-forms parts of e structual of e cell membrane (esp. in e brain)
-provides more energy than carbohydrates and protein

types of fatty acids
saturated
-no double bond
-cannot take in hydrogen atom chemically

unsaturated
-have double bond
-able to take in hydrogen atom chemically
+monosaturated; a fatty acid which have 1 double bond
+polysaturated; a fatty acid which have 2 or more double bond

sources
-animal
-plants
-visible fats
-invisible fats

effect of heat
-smoke pt
-flashing pt
-melting pt
-rancidty

vitamins::

vitamins::

definitions
-essential nutrients in small amt to protect e body from diseases and keeps it functioning

classification
-water soluble
-fat soluble

Vitamin B
-made up of 13 substances

thiamine B
-complex series of metabolic reactions
-release energy from carbohydrate
-for growth (^^)

riboflarin same as niacin
-normal growth
-release energy from food

pyridoxine
-helps to make red blood cell
-need to metabolise all amino acids
-needs to active enzymes for metabolism of carbohydrates and fats

folate
-essential growth
-imp. for producing nucleuric acids
-requires to release energy
-formation of red blood cell

cobalamin
-needs to metabolise all amino acids

Vitamin C
-to connect the tissues which binds e body cell together
-e production of blood and e walls of blood vessels
-builds and maintain e skin and lining sof e digestive system
-build strong bones and teeth

aaalrights.here are all e notes that i could memories from fri till NOW.yes,NOW.and mind you...i've 3 more to memorise...and i'm left with 2hrs 45mins to EXAMS! ohh,ya, FINAL paper for e FINAL YR EXAMS! (^^) well,it was a peaceful exams =) ^___^ going out with hui after e dropping by at office xD thinking whether to meet her at junction8 or causeway...*hmms...* -sigh- i'm pretty tired now...how?nvm... pray for His peace and strength! xD *rubs eyes*

(^^) i'm all up for e chalet which is at nov.can't wait to spend time with siMpsOnx and e rest~!! -looks forward- -knocks on my head- "jiayi! study!" well...gotto respond..."yes!" (la-me-fied) -_____-"" (too much of study can cause one to be mad.)
she fluttered at 5:16 AM
Monday, October 13, 2003

apology don't mean anything anymore.
'cause i'm totally numbed to it.


she fluttered at 11:28 PM
enough is all i'm gonna say.
enough of the empty words,
enough of the empty "okays",
and every other enough things you'd said.

thanks for reminding me of how naive am i to believe in your words,
that exchanges to "i'm swimming till 8".
"sorry" doesn't solve everything.
at least,not for this time.
'casue your last time had been used up.

no,no more...
i had ENOUGH


she fluttered at 10:05 PM
i learnt my lesson NOT to go back to sLp even if there'll be 25mins left! cuz i oversLept till 6.21am!! my eyes went O_O and immediately i gather my spirit back and went to bathe...hahas.but thankGod that i wasn't late for sch and that He blessed me with e bus-es...heez...xD -sigh- luckily my mum got wOrk...eLse i think i'll become a big fat pppiigz! her cooking is simply -thumbs up!- cuz i juz now ate her fry noodLes~!! *yUms* hmms...tmr last paper already!! seems so fast...hahas.still rem. how stressed i was a week ago...but i muz truly admit that with God,stress gone...=) hmms...know what?! *wHAT?!* (wahh.i feel very lame.learnt from chocolate one! hahas.) anyway,my sch grant us 2 days school-free!! wOo~!! nice right? heez...on wed and thurs no need to go sch~!! and fri going to dunnO what farm...but...hahas -jiayi ssshhuts her mouth up- shan't say any further! heez...gotto go mug for my last paper,F&N!! xD
she fluttered at 1:12 PM
^____^ thanksGod for making me able to wake up to study! heez...woke up at 4.30am! hahas.seldom can do it...hmms,revised e 5 chapters of F&N that i'd studied so that later part of today i can study e rest!! hoo...! saw sarah online but when i said "mmmorning sssarah xD", she went offline already! -_____-"" hahas.should i go back to sLp? hmms...wonders~ pray that God will bless me for later's maths paper 2!! xD okay,shall go back sLp! hahas...
she fluttered at 5:35 AM
Sunday, October 12, 2003


how many hopes muz i hope in a day to get fulfilled?
why do you say "'okay" then say "no"?
don't you know that false hope brings disappointment?


walks off with a slight tear.
she fluttered at 10:22 PM
human always caught in the middle of choosing.
chose to soften down our hearts or harden it,
soften down will bring joy,
harden it bring hurts to others.

human always struggles with emotional.
struggle by letting it to rule over our mind or fighting to overcome it
letting it to rule over our mind brings bitterness to oneself and others
overcome it brings joy and sense of victory

human always trap in this thing call love.
to love someone or to give up the love moment for other better things
yes,loving someone brings happiness,but it also brings moments of bitterness.
yes,to give up is painful,but won't it be wonderful if give up for something better?

human greatest problem is sin.
some,sinning might have become a lifestyle.but for others,they might be struggle to overcome it
take heart,not to let sin become our lifestyle,for it harms you and brings you eternal death.
and if you're struggling,persevere! for perseverance brings hope! hope that never fails and it'll lead you to become a better person.pray,pray to the Lord Almighty for strength to overcome!
she fluttered at 12:15 PM
hoO~!! woke up at 6.15am...managed to start studying at only 7.50am! ahahas... chat with paLx while studying "dietary fibres" which really took me a long time to get e notes into my mind.however,by God's grace and anointing, i've completed 5 chapters! xD shall study more later...wanna take a break.had been staring at e comp. since i wake up.*yeahness* exams ending in 3 days time~!! heez...hope tuesday paLx can make it and go out together! xD -looks forward to tuesday- *drumrolls* now listening to "rise up and praise Him"...reminds me of e northeast chalet we had 3 mths ago...wahh...this song really nice!! xD e drum beats,e elcetric guitar...wOo.wOo.wOo~!! hahas.gotto go iron clothes soon ^____^ later going down to joo chiat to amend stats...in e midst of exams,muz continue to serve God!! -beams-

listening to:: Your love is beautiful (another nice song!) *humms*
she fluttered at 10:58 AM
Saturday, October 11, 2003
protein::

composition
-phosphorus
-hydrogen
-oxygen
-nitrogen
-sulphur
-carbon

functions
-for growth,repair and maintenance of e body
-excess protein are converted to fat and stored in e body to provide energy

amino acids
-a protein molecule made up of large amt of amino acids
-basic building block of protein
-contain 1 or more amino acid chain
-there are 22 amino acids; 12 dispensable and 10 indispensable

12 dispensable - body can only produce when enough of proteins and calories are consumed during e day
10 indispensable - cannot be produce by e body.muz be obtained from food

HBV - protein food which provides e body with indispensable amino acids in proportion
LBV - protein food which have 1 or more indispensable amino acids lacking in them

sources
animal protein have complete protein and are HBV
plants protein have incomplete protein and are LBV

deficiency
-retard growth
-muscles weak, hands & legs becomes thinner

over-consumption
-obesity
-increase blood cholesterol

complementary protein
-combines 2 incomplete protein together so that e amino acids in 1 food make up for those lacking in other

effects of heat
-millard reaction
-leads to coagulation

carbohydrate::

composition
-oxygen
-carbon
-hydrogen

functions
-provides body with energy
-convert into glycogen or fat
-act as a 'protein sparer' (to allow protein to use for its more imp. function)

classification

monosaccharides
-glucose; a form of carbohydrate e body uses for energy
-fructose; 'fruit' sugar found in honey,fruits and plant juices
-galactose; milk found in mammals

disaccharides
-maltose; glucose + glucose = malt sugar
-sucrose; glucose + fructose = table sugar,fruits and vegetables
-lactose; glucose + galactose = milk in mammals

polysaccharides
glycogen;
-storage form of energy in e human body,store in liver
-convert to glucose when energy is required

starch;
-form during photosynthesis in plants

fibres;
-prevent constipation

cellulose;
-form by large amt of glucose units
-helps to remove solid waste material

pectin;
-obtained by simmering e fruit

effect of heat
dry heat - dextrinization +
moist heat - gelatinization

factors affecting gelantinization
-temperature
-timing
-stirring
-amt of water
-presence of sugar,acids,proteins and fat

requirements
55%-65% comes from carbohydrates
30% comes from fat
5% comes from protein

over-consumption
-constipation
-piles
-diabetes

water::

composition
-2 atoms of hydrogen
-1 atom of oxygen

functions
-transport nutrients throughout e body
-carries waste product
-maintain blood volume
-regulates body temp. (esp. in hot water)
-serve as solvent for minerals,vitamins,amino acids,glucose and other small molecules

deficiency
-dehydration due to loss of water

water toxicity
-excess water ingestion exceeds e amt that e kidney could execrete it

dietary fibre::

definition
-a mixture of substances which are polysaccharides.cannot be disgested
-known as NSP (non-starch polysaccharides)
-unavailable carbohydrates

classification
soluble - parts of e plants that form gels in water soluble
insoluble - strong, structual parts of e plants

functions
soluble
-low blood cholesterol
-regulates blood glucose level

insoluble
-increase fecal weight
-absorbs water and binds other food residues
-ensuring e faeces are soft and bulky, to pass out from e body in e min. time

deficiency
-piles
-constipation
-diverticular diseases

vegetables::

classification
-stems
-leaves
-roots
-flowers
-fruits
-bulbs
-tubes
-seeds

colour/pigment
-presence of chlorophyll

nutrients
-minerals
-vitamin;A,B,C
-proteins
-fats
-carbohydrates
-water

effects of heat
-soften e fibres
-vitamin c destroy heat

(^^) completed 5 chapters! have 5 more to go! *ssshhouts* "jiayi! jia you!" wahaha~!!
she fluttered at 10:00 PM
are dreams real? will they come true?
can this dream don't come true?
she fluttered at 8:51 AM
Friday, October 10, 2003
i'm kinda hyper now...hahas.why?! i think becuz juz talked to jasper and cel...jasper is sinhui's boyfriend...-muhahas- cuz he logged in to sinhui's account then i dunno so go chat...hahas~!! nvm.wanna ssshhout "sinhui~!! i LLoovvEE yOu~!!" *kekex* -muhahas- sinhui juz sms-ed me asked me what we all talked to jasper abt.hahas...totally amused. hmms... had a 2hr nap juz now until my fren called and asked me for song...-blehh- then wake up and find...asked aLOT of ppl...but i think e song kinda funny~!! hahas. nvm...i still like sun yanzi...i know this is totally out of point...but i'm listening to her song now...xD well,i'm still amazed at how God had blessed me through this final yr exams! it was like how i received Christ a yr ago and during e 2nd common test He blessed me that way~!! wOw...totally amazed and thankful...

listening to:: the moment
she fluttered at 8:45 PM
bOo~!! felt so gggreat today!! hahas...and i've a blessing to share! xD

God is gggreat! *muackz God* today i had my chi. papers and i was thinking that i might flung this paper cuz there wasn't enough time for me to study e whole yr's vocab.but chen told us that if we're that lazy,we shld at least study chapter 21-25.so yesterday when i reached home,i rested for awhile and studied 2 chapters and went to take a nap for an hr.after that woke up and went out for cg.on e way to cg,i studied in e bus.after cg i rushed down for games com. meeting and it was a long ride!! hahas.it took me 1hr 15mins to reach clementi! so i studied my chi. in e bus. re-writing e words over and over again *hymms "i feel like i'm falling"* hahas...then on e way home after e meeting was also studying.before e start of e paper,i prayed to God for His peace and asked Him for anointing cuz i was rather nervous! and when i flipped opened e paper to e first section,which is e "tian xie han zi", 90% came out from e 5 chapters that i'd studied!! i went O_O and overall e paper is actually circulating ard e 5 chapters that i'd studied!! wOw...God's blessing is indeed gggreat! and i believe that God wants to tell me/us that as we serve Him, He'll bless us and His peace will dwell in us! xD

hmms,was actually fiddling with e hotmail's new format of "contacts"...asked clare,cheow and reina but in e end i figured it out myself...hahas! typed some emaiLz and sent it out...i seldom composed emaiLz except to paLx! hahas~!! hmms...wanna go get some sLp already...these few days quite tired...heez...
she fluttered at 2:47 PM
The name Jiayi creates a dual nature in that you can be very generous and understanding, but you can also be so candid in your expression that you create misunderstanding. You struggle with the requirement to soften your expression with tact and diplomacy and to consider the feelings of others. Difficulty in accepting advice or admitting that you may have made a mistake causes you to appear to be stubborn and set in your ways. Thus, you have too often created the wrong impression, and friendships have suffered. This name does offer creative talent where there is the opportunity for ingenuity and originality. You have a tendency, at times, to have too many ideas on the go, and thus your efforts are scattered and many things do not reach completion. You are inclined to do to excess the things you like to do. You have very intense feelings and find it difficult to maintain stability and happiness. If you allowed it, temper and self-pity could be problems.

back from games comp. meeting not long ago.well,it was a fun meeting! hahas.and i muz say that i really learnt how to plan things more to in-details and how to put myself into how ppl will feel! hahas.and germs,i'm sure that if you were at e meeting,there'll be lots of question marks on above yr head! ahahas...nvm.will tell u more on sat! so,come find me! hahas! hmms,studied finished e 5 chapters for tmr's chi exams! pray that God will bless me =)

If I knew it would be the last time
that I'd see you fall asleep,
I would tuck you in more tightly
and pray the Lord, your soul to keep.

If I knew it would be the last time
that I see you walk out the door,
I would give you a hug and kiss
and call you back for one more.

If I knew it would be the last time
I'd hear your voice lifted up in praise,
I would video tape each action and word,
so I could play them back day after day.

If I knew it would be the last time,
I could spare an extra minute or two
to stop and say I love you,
instead of assuming you would know I do.

If I knew it would be the last time
I would be there to share your day,
well I'm sure you'll have so many more,
so I can let just this one slip away.

For surely there's always tomorrow
to make up for an oversight,
and we always get a second chance
to make everything right.

There will always be another day
to say our I love you's,
And certainly there's another chance
to say our "Anything I can do's?"

But just in case I might be wrong,
and today is all I get,
I'd like to say how much I love you
and I hope we never forget

Tomorrow is not promised to anyone,
young or old alike,
And today may be the last chance you get
to hold your loved one tight.

So if you're waiting for tomorrow,
why not do it today?
For if tomorrow never comes,
you'll surely regret the day

That you didn't take that extra time
for a smile, a hug, or a kiss
and you were too busy to grant someone,
what turned out to be their one last wish.

So hold your loved ones close today,
whisper in their ear,
Tell them how much you love them
and that you'll always hold them dear,

Take time to say "I'm sorry, please forgive me,"
"thank you" or "it's okay".
And if tomorrow never comes,
you'll have no regrets about today.


-nods nods-
she fluttered at 12:41 AM
Thursday, October 09, 2003
-sigh- geo. is a gone paper! nvm,gotto work hard for tmr's chi paper! *yeahness* i completed 10 rounds again! heez...xD -beams- looking real forward to e meeting i'm gonna have later!! hahas.its gonna be fun and crappy!! ^____^

ripped this off jx's blog.

1. Full name: lee jiayi.
2. Nicknames: ah jia.jia jia.paLx.piggyx?
3. Eyes: black.
4. Height: 157cm(shorty!)
5. Hair: black with some brown.
6. Siblings: elder sister.
7. Do u like to sing during shower?: depends.
8. Do u like to sing in The Toilet? : depends.
9. Birthday: 6th april
10. Sign: aries (^^)
11. Address: musicgirlx@hotmail.com ?
12. Gender: female *blushes* hahas.
13. Righty or lefty: righty
14. What do you want in a relationship most?: love and trust -smiles-
15. Have you ever cheated on someone?: yes.
16. Marital status: single.
17. Do you have a car?: nope.(but i want!!)
18. What kinda car do you want?: sportscar! my fav.
19. Movie: twin effect (lame show...hahas) but well,i'm fine with any movies.esp., horror movies! -beams-
20. Song: the moment (sun yanzi)
22. TV Show: holland village?
25. Food: century porridge,fish & chips and veggies! *yums*
26. Number: 8
27. Cartoon: winnie the pooh!
29. Colour: blue and red.
30. Do you plan on having children: yes.
31. Do you want to get married: yes.(which girl don't?) (provided got ppl one lahh.hahas.)
32. How old do u wanna be when you have your first child: 27-28yrs old?
33. How old do u wanna be when you're married: 25-26?
34. Would you have kids before marriage: hmms,won't.
35. Do you have a b/f or g/f : nope.(will be killed by shepherd.hahahs...)
37. Do you have a crush: well well,how should i say? should be no.
38. Music/TV?: sun yanzi's song.sappy songs and a couple of christian songs.
39. Guys/Girls: love me,trustworthy and faithful.
40. Green/Blue: blue.
41. Pink/Purple: both.
42. Summer/Winter: winter.
43. Night/Day: night.
44. Hangin Out/Chillin: hanging out.
47. what school do u go to?: presbyterian high?
48. have you ever taken drugs?: who don't? (panadols?isn't that drug?)
49. What's a major turn on for you?: no idea.
50. How far would you go on a first date?: nth much i think.
51. The PERSON you know who is... Most Blonde: hmms?
54. is it right to flirt if you have a bf/gf?: nope.flirt for what? unfaithful pppiigz.
56. what's something about guys/girls you don't get?: how they feel.
57. are you happy?: surfacely, yes. otherwise,at times.
60. Love or lust: love.
61. Silver or gold: silver.
62. Diamond or pearl: diamond.
63. Sun set or sunrise: both.(i enjoy so much that i'll wake up early juz to see (^^))
64. Have you ever gone skinny-dipping (to swim in the nude): no figure how to? hahas!
65. Do you sleep with stuffed animals: yes,but those ain't mine.they're babygirLx
66. Do you have any piercing?: yep (^^)
67. What color underpants are you wearing?: hmms...
68. What song are you listening to right now?: the moment. (well,it repeats itself.hahas.)
69. What are the last four digits of your phone number?: 4285(hse phone) 1463(hp)
70. Where would you want to go on your honeymoon? paris!
74. What makes you happy?: be with my family,siMpsOnx and some selected ppl.(even if it means to juz sit down and be quiet)
75. What's the next cd/s you're gonna get/buy?: the moment!
77. What's the best advice given to you?: persevere on!
78. Have you ever won any special awards?: hmms,this "best individual" during my pri. 4 sports day and last quarter's "best volunteer" award.
79. What are your future goals?: to be a successful woman.
80. Worst sickness u ever had?: fever.
81. Do you like Funny or scary movies better?: both (^^)
82. On the phone or in person?: both?
84. What song seems to reflect you the most?: tao wang by sun yanzi.
85. If you die tmr who would u leave everything to?: God. (cuz i got too many to leave to.some more,why leave things to others when i die? it'll juz bring sadness to them.)
86. Do you have any enemies? : nope.but ppl that i dislike,yes.
87. What is your greatest fear?: SNAKES!
88. Would you rather be rich or famous?: rich/
89. What time is it in Albania now?: no idea.
90. You ever been in love?: yes.(but not BGR larr.)
91. Have u met Santa?: hmms...
93. When was the last time you talked to the person that you like: i like? hmms...
94. Do u have any pets?: supposingly 2.but 1 ran away from home,haven't return home yet.hahas.
98. Who sent this to you?: no one.i ripped it off jx's LJ.
99. What do you think of this person: nice?
100. Why am i doing this?: cuz i've nth better to do.
she fluttered at 12:14 PM
Wednesday, October 08, 2003
we met,
on this certain day that it was planned.
it was one of the beautiful thing that had ever happened.

i like the way you talk
i fall for the smile you'd made
i love the madness you'd done once

i like the times we were together
i fall into the scenerios once again
i love the times when i needed someone and you were there

now,tell me,
where have all this gone to?

i ran as fast as i could to the top,
i looked down and see the sight
it was beautiful.

i ran,i hide.
i take time to walk my life so that i can be brought back once again to the past
now,leave me with a peaceful heart,for this very moment,i promise i'll remember.


and i know,i fall deep in love with you.


she fluttered at 9:44 PM
wet rice cultivation::

4 main rice cultivation

-upland rice
-irrigated rice
-flood-prone rice
-rain-fed rice

conditions
-high temp. and rainfall
-flat land
-fertile alluvial soil or volcanic soil

requirements for rice cultivation
-climate
-soil
-relief

characteristics
-monoculture; grow only one crop a year, a staple crop for e farmer
-prone to flood and drought
-cultivation restricted only to wet season in monsoon areas

problems faced for rain-fed fields

-farmer poor so can grow only one crop
-water supply depends on e amt rainfall
-multiple cropping requires more labour

advantages for irrigated fields
-multiple cropping possible; can grow more than a crop in a yr
-heavy use of fertilisers
-use of modern technology; better quality

process
-preparation of e field
-ploughing
-sowing
-transplanting
-patching
-fertilising
-ripening
-harvesting
-threshing
-winnowing
-drying

that's all i'd studied so far...have more to memorise.

had a fun time with germs juz now at mos burger! hahas.we literally cracked our brains out...and yes,we did side track aLOTs.hahas...managed to come up with 4 games! but muz discuss with e others tmr...xD did managed to memorise some of e geo. notes on e way to orchard! it was God who had blessed me with e ability to concentrate! then studied at mos burger before germ's arrivial.hahas...well well,we're all crapx manx~!! nvm.in games com. one how can not be crappy?! ahahas~!! both of us are looking real forward to camp!! -beams-

listening to:: the moment
she fluttered at 9:14 PM
praises Unto God!! -beams- bio paper was quite okay. hahas.at least e things i'd studied came out!! ^___^ wanted to go jogging after paper but it was drizzling...so went home instead.joan and audrey so funny...they slang like china ladies and started to talk to hanis.oh my goodness...leng and me were highly amused! ahahas. well well,later meeting germs...gotto study for geo. soon! wanna do my best in my very last paper of e yr! hahas.a few more papers to go before i can enjoy~!! hahas...

-smiles smiles- was chatting with char and cel yesterday nitex and we went kinda mad...abt e chalet and stuff like that! hahas.we really wants to spend time with sinhui!! ahh... can't wait!! hahas.
she fluttered at 11:19 AM
Tuesday, October 07, 2003
can i still throw tantrum? i very much wanted to.
she fluttered at 10:57 PM
respiration::

aerobic respiration
glucose + oxygen = H2O + CO2 + large amt of energy
anaerobic respiration
glucose = H2O + lactic acid + small amt of energy
glucose = H2O + ethonol + energy

organs
larynx:: contains voice chord and to produce sound
trachea:: allows air to enter, lives in ring cartilage
brochus:: trachea divide into bronchi
bronchiole:: bronchi divide repeatedly to form small tubes
alveoli:: cluster of air sacs, wall is only one cell thick

adaptations
-numerous air sacs present/alveoli to increase e surface area
-richly supplied with blood capillary
-thick film of moisture for oxygen to dissolve

exchange of gaseous
-occurs at alveoli
-CO2 diffuses from blood to alveoli
-O2 diffuses from alveoli to blood

comparisions
take in air
-more O2(21%)
-less CO2(0.04%)
-less water vapour

air given out
-less O2(16%)
-more CO2(4%)
-more water vapour

aerobic
-oxygen is needed
-large amt of energy is needed
-waste product; CO2 and H2O

anaerobic
-oxygen is not required
-small amt of energy
-waste product; lactic acid

transport in mammals::

plasma
-contains water to transport blood cell,nutrients(amino acid,glucose),waste product(urea,CO2),hormone and mineral salts
red blood cell
-circular and biconcave; to increase e surface area for gas to exchange
-contains haemoglobin to transport oxygen from lung to heart
-no nucleus to contain more haemoglobin
-requires iron for production
-combine with O2 to form oxyhaemoglobin
white blood cell
-phygocytes; ingest germs and kill
-lymphocytes; produce antibody and kill e germs(hahas!! kill germaine!)
platelets
-release enzymes that changes from fribrinogen to fibrin to heal wounds
-form blood clots to stop bleeding

blood vessel
artery
-transport blood away from heart,thick muscular wall,very small lumen,low pressure, no valves
capillary
-exchange of materials between body cell and blood,1 cell wall,small lumen,high pressure,no valves
veins
-transport blood towards heart,thin wall,large lumen,high pressure,present of valves.

e important blood vessels
-vena cava; bring e blood from diff. parts to e heart
-pulmonary artery; brings blood from heart to lung
-pulmonary vein; brings blood from lung to heart
-aorta; brings e blood from e heart to all over e body

diffusion, osmosis::

diffusion is e movement of molecules from a higher concentration to a lower concentration
osmosis is e movement of water molecules from a higher water concentration to a lower potential water concentration through a partially permeable membrane

enzymes::

-made up of proteins and function as a biological catalysis.to speed up e chemical reactions.however,at e end of e chemical reaction,it does not change
-work best at its own optimal point
-low temp. is slow due to inactive
-high temp. is slow because it is denatured

transpiration::

defination
-loss of water vapour through e stomata in e leaves to e surrounding air
-water vapour move up to e air space and e surrounding air is called diffusion

xylem
-transport water and mineral salts from e root to e leaves.provides mechanical support
-long and hallow without cross wall
-deposits of lignins to strengthen e cell

phloem
-transport manufactured food(sugar,amino acid) from e leaves to other parts of e plant(translocation)

factors affecting transpiration
-temperature; increase e rate of transpiration when temp. is high
-wind; diffuses out from e leaves and increase e rate of transpiration
-light; found mainly on e underside of a leaf,no sunlight- close,stomata open n more water vapour can be evaporate when there's light
-humidity; water vapour diffuses out from leaves when air is very dry or less humid. rate increases when e humidity is low

wilting
-a process of which water is loss more than e intake of water
-occurs during dry and hot day
-adding excessive of fertiliser,water moves OUT

nutrients::
mouth:: saliva contains enzyme amylase to convert starch to maltose,teeth to chew
oespohagus:: connects mouth to stomach
stomach:: contain gastric juice, enzyme pepsin is convert to protein to polypeptide, hydrochloric acid to kill bacteria
duodenum
-fat = lipase = fatty acid + glycogen
-starch = amylase = maltose
-protein = protease = amino acid
ileum:: absorb all digested food
large intestine:: absorb all minerals and water
rectum:: store faeces
anus:: opening of large intestine
liver:: produce biles to emulsify fats and urea
gall bladder:: store bile, breaks up fat
pancreas:: to secrete pancreatic juice and contains enzyme

-sigh- though i'd typed so so much,i didn't manage to study everything.at least i still have e function from mouth to anus to study on.and yes,i know that my hse is NOT a gd place to study when there's ppl.haven't look through e 'N' level bk yet.there are more for me to memorise and understand tmr morning.gotto pray for gd memory and wisdom.

tmr meeting germaine to discuss games...gotto crack my brain out! -sigh- will excessive use of brain leads to lose weight? hahas...nvm.i'm lame though.
she fluttered at 10:26 PM
it is dangerous for two to be too close.
it does harm either party.
especially when you never know how your heart feels.
she fluttered at 1:00 PM
i'm physicified now...my brains are full of facts and formulas...

am so tired now...*ywans* shall go sLp soon...realised that i really does have aLOT of things to do this week.have to plan out e time properly...!!

*tuesday
-study a gd 8 chapters of bio

*wed
-study my poor elective geo.
-meet up with germaine at 4pm somewhere to plan out games

*thurs
-study chi
-cg at 4.15pm
-meeting at clementi macs(latest 9.30pm finish)

how can i not be tired??!! hahas.gonna sLp now...tired...stress!!
she fluttered at 12:04 AM
Monday, October 06, 2003
-sigh- know what? i lost to xiaoting!! juz now we were playing pool...and i lost 2 games out of 3!!! -blehh!!!- going to study soon!
she fluttered at 4:01 PM
hoo...i'm gonna be late!! -bahhs- still sitting infront of my comp.,typing e entry...hahas. hmms,praise God!! for today's paper! was able to do!! once again, thankspenguinnie for e teachings! and piggyx!! thanks for that sms that came in at 7.20am! it does make my heart smiles =) well well,look to God!! nth is hard with God.

heez...hope i can get e jay CD real soon...!! hahas! and i want to buy sun yanzi's latest disc!! xD

listening to:: ban dao tie he
she fluttered at 1:27 PM
Sunday, October 05, 2003
*sniffs* heez...its so gd to have my comp. back to normal! but then...e timing got a little wrong.cuz now is exams...and it is really making me looking at e comp. more than studying!! argh!! cannot!! -blehh- nvm.gonna go penguinnie hse to study so that i won't be spending most of my private time playing comp.! hahas.going to sLp sOon...upcoming week is gonna be packed...got meetings on wed and thurs...so muz plan properly...cuz juz now my mum says "muz study hard"...dun wanna disappoint her again! so...hahas.i'm going to continue study! hoo...! xD

*thanks
jeremy and leng:: for sending me e songs
she fluttered at 11:12 PM
*ssshhouts* i'm so happy!! my comp. can use already!! *prayerfully* heez...it feels so gd to be able to get back on my MSN!! ahahas.but then...i'm in e midst of exams now! argh! nvm.i'll be spending most of my time at penguinnie's hse...so will be highly supervised to study! -muhahas- she called me juz now and she sounded ^____^ cuz she bought her gown already! so i shall go down to her hse tmr as early as possible to see her gown! hahas...hmms,i'm now hooked onto e net already!! -ssccrreamx- think i better leave it to my dad to use and go study my social studies! ahahas...
she fluttered at 8:39 PM
if you can understand how i feel.

i'm tired.


she fluttered at 8:09 AM
Saturday, October 04, 2003
well well,now is 8.53am?! when penguinnie is still in bed i'm right here her comp.! hahas.ahh...i haven't finish learning my maths yet...nvm.she'll continue teaching me later! -grins- hmms...wonder if piggyx have wake up yet.its going to be 9am sOOn.hahas...felt so...ahh..was so cold in e room.anyway,tonight i've meeting!! hahas.dun tell u what meeting *sHh* *wiNkz* -blehh- MSN nobody one...hahas.
she fluttered at 8:53 AM
Friday, October 03, 2003
I am Titus 2:13 || Looking for that blessed hope, and the glorious appearing of the great God and our Saviour Jesus Christ;
Titus 2:13 || Looking for that blessed hope, and
the glorious appearing of the great God and our
Saviour Jesus Christ;


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The kingdom of God is within you!
The kingdom of God is within you!


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now at penguinnie's hse! hahas.she juz left not long ago to RC to get sth back. anyway,she later teaching me maths! heez...so happy! thankspenguinnie! hahas...xt juz came in with a LOUD laughter...hahas...oohs,tmr going to nexus early cuz penguinnie needs to reach at 9.30am! hahas...go there see what she do! *wiNkz*
she fluttered at 6:19 PM
i was lost,
You came by and pick me up.
i was giving up,
You came by and lifted me up again.
she fluttered at 2:05 PM
Thursday, October 02, 2003
ripped off jeremy's blog.

1. Describe the best feeling you've ever had:
being loved.

2. Were you named after anyone:
hmms...?

3. Do you wish on stars:
used to.

4. Which finger is your favorite?:
all.

5. When did you last cry:
when i die i think.

6. Do you like your handwriting:
not bad.

7. What is your favorite lunch meat:
ham?

8. Any bad habits:
aLOTs.

9. What is your most embarrassing CD?:
dun have.

10. If you were another person, would you be friends with you and why or why not?:
??

11. Are you a daredevil:
sometimes.

12. Have you ever told a secret you swore not to tell?:
i think so.but i'll be careful with whom i share though i'm not supposed to.and it depends on what.

13. Do looks matter:
well,i think so.

15. Do you think there is a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow:
heh!

16. Do fish have feelings:
yes.

17. Are you trendy:
quite okay.

19. Where is your second home:
my buddyz hse.

20. Do you trust others easily:
depends who.(but for those i share LOTs,they're ppl whom i really treasure!)

21. What was your favorite toy as a child:
disney characters?

22. What lesson in school do you think is totally useless:
PCCG and CME.(total crap)

23. Do you like sappy love songs:
yes.

24. Have you ever been on radio or television?:
nope.

25. Do you have a journal:
yes.

28. What do you look for in a guy/girl?:
character.

29.What are your nicknames?:
ah jia.jia jia.

30. Would you bungee jump?:
maybe.

31. Do you untie your shoes when you take them off:
nope.

32. What are you worried about right now:
exams!

33. Do you ever wear overalls:
what's that?

34. Do you think you are strong:
sometimes.depends on circumstances.

35. What's your favorite ice cream flavor:
chocolate cookies, strawberry.

36.What's your favorite color:
blue.

37. What's your least favourite thing in the world:
fashion?

38. How many wisdom teeth do you have:
none.

39. How many people have a crush on YOU right now:
nah.no looks.hahas.

40. Who do you miss most right now:
God and buddyz.

41. Do you want everyone you sent this to to send it back:
well,i'm publishing it! -muhahas-

42. What are your fears:
being hurt and lonely.

43. Favourite Song?:
aLOTs.

44. Listening to rite now?:
jian dan ai by jay chou.

well well,tmr is e first day of final yr! fast eh? juz gotto work on nitex again.tmr staying at penguinnie's hse to study! hahas.today's cg was fun.studied for abt an hr before meeting my mummy to go home! heez...going to sLp soon i think.
she fluttered at 10:14 PM
Wednesday, October 01, 2003
i panicked,i cried,i hoped.
i was lost and my heart died instantly.
it was a sudden outbreak from my heart
that leaves me with no time to stop and think.
it was then,


false hope comes in.


i will then,disappear from your life.
she fluttered at 9:36 PM
my comp. is seriously infected with virus i think.nvm.my dad is getting e technician down soon. but it does allow me to check my emaiLz for a LITTLE while.after awhile and it'll auto re-start! -blehh- hate it.anyway,exams is coming...in 2days time!! -ssccreamx- oohs,sinhui is so so sweet...xD

hahas! today ms tan bought us smarties as "childrens' day" present!hmms,today my class is super hardworking.probably is becuz exams is coming. during maths lesson xiong took out his sweet and went ard giving ppl who are sLeeping and he taught me maths too! then during PE lesson,derrick taught me 1 chapter on graph! hahas...and i managed to memorise 2 points of social studies! ahahas...nvm.i shall go practise for tmr's worship song and go mug myself!

listening to:: jian dan ai
she fluttered at 7:07 PM
 

  revealed.`

+jiayi
+060488
+loves siMpsOnx
+yhope//MIS//sound//neb1
+deb`sheep
+phs//basketball//4devotion
+175669108
+a nice 7points for 'N' level
+ emaiLz/msn
+ scribble!

.
beautiful moments.`
+ BBQ
+ careleaders
+ coreteam
+ courageous camp
+ dangers!
+ evax day
+ faith camp
+ family
+ kbox
+ match at sas
+ moments
+ neb
+ siMpsOnx
+ soccer cg
+ steamboat
+ teachers' day
+ 17-05-03
+ 05-11-03
+ 08-11-03
+ 3devotion'03

.
each individual.`
+ aaron
+ ah xiao
+ AJ2
+ amelia
+ cheow hong
+ chen pei
+ cherie
+ chew yee
+ clarence
+ debbie
+ dehui
+ ding cheun
+ eelee
+ ethan
+ esther
+ evelyn
+ germs
+ gwen
+ huixin
+ ian
+ irene
+ jacob
+ jaime
+ janis
+ jason
+ jeremy
+ jessie
+ jian cong
+ jia shen
+ joanne
+ joel
+ junhuang
+ junxiong
+ kokok
+ lausanne
+ linda
+ lisin
+ meiyan
+ puay
+ qian jin
+ ray
+ rain
+ reagan
+ ron
+ ruichen
+ ruth
+ samantha
+ sean
+ sheralyn
+ shi hui
+ shila
+ shirley
+ sophia
+ wynnie
+ timothy
+ valneo
+ wendeline
+ xiuhui
+ yanyan
+ yihui



.
left behind.`
+ guitarjia
+ musicgirLx
2003
+ july
+ august
+ september
+ october
+ november
+ december
2004
+ january

.
unveil my eyes.`
i want to lift my eyes and see
the plans You have for me
to share Your dreams for this
reveal to me

i want to know You more and more
to be Your bright and shining star
so that in my life
i'll do what You will do

take my hands and hold me near
reveal to me Your plan
i'll make it all become
a part of me

all i have belongs to You
this hands i lift to You
Lord,
let Your Word watch over me

show me Lord each and every day
the best i can ever be
for when i'm found in You
that lay me at Your truth
that's when my

eyes they finally see