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| Saturday, January 31, 2004 |
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i sat there quietly.
i questioned my heart. it gives no answer and it starts to ponder. yes,my heart could have died at that moment however it comes back within the few minutes, at the place i stood. the silence in the air allows my body to circulate this heat; from top to toe. everything may seems tense to you, but look, i am just here. she fluttered at 11:45 PM |
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| Friday, January 30, 2004 |
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a person without history
is someone who do not know what her heritage were and the root that she had been rooted in. i am so amazed at how God had brought me through this entire week.with the everyday re-tests that i have to sit for and the amount of new stuffs that i have to learn.it is such a blessing to know that i am always,carried in the arms of God. deepen my conviction of trusting in God in every situations that i am in. had my F&N,biology and physics paper on monday which requires me to memorise all! on that very day,i was greatly strengthened.able to wake up at 1am to study! it is how amazing to me that i am able to write out everything i had studied on the next day.went down for full-dress musical drama rehearsel.was busy controlling the music and on that day only zihui,penguinnie and me went down! hahas. yesterday went down for music practice.and guess what? *wHaTz?!* only ahh and me went down! hahas.we had a hard time figuring out e patching all that.learnt aLOTz more stuffs on sound! during music practice got a little time from here and there to talk to paLx! i am truly amazed about the question she asked me! wOo~ "paLx! i'm amazed! amazed!" wOoaH~ tmr's rehearsel is at 8am! have to reach nexus by 8am! xD its a noproblemthing for me~ hahas. confirmation had been quite gd.realized that e students in sec1integrity is more friendly and open to upper sec; me.hahas.yeahx! tmr one person coming~!! -lalala- phs will grow! will grow! xD *piggyx sorry for the very cold outing we had just now.however,your presence is greatly appreciated and iloveyou LOTz more! -hugs- she fluttered at 9:01 PM |
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| Sunday, January 25, 2004 |
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fighting in this battle alone
longing for a quiet place to rest the battlefield was in a chaotic manner that when i got trampled onto the ground i was hurt. i hold back the tears that was about to fall because the feeling isn't nice; to wipe away your own tears yourself. i fell down, no one picks me up. i was wounded, no one cares. and again, the tear just fell off itself. she fluttered at 7:35 PM |
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not the words that matters
but it is the motive that counts. alright,i guess this would be my last entry before i go MIA soon.yesterday sermon just reminded me.to have a burden for people.not only for non-believers,but for the close ones that is around me.spent QT this morning right after i wake up and i must say it was a refreshing one.and i want to say it again,2004 is not a smooth year.it is a year of growth and a year full of obstacles we have to overcome by the decisions we will make.i just have to pray and pray and pray as the days goes by. only prayer works.yes,i truly believe in that. (^^) went to royal sporting house just now and saw this adidas jacket which is VERY nice! came online to find dc but he isn't around! o.O she fluttered at 3:25 PM |
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when You speak,
i'll listen. today's praise and worship makes me think,sermon showed me the things i have to do in certain aspect in my life and my nitex out with paLx makes a wonderful one xD strength! is what i need to draw from God.decision! is what i need to make in every turns in my life through this tough time and courage is what i need to face the decision i have made! wOoaH~ i better do something about the life i am living now.i do not wish to make it a sLaCkz or an achieve-nothing-life.after collecting stats went out with paLx and we had dinner together! *yuMz* hahas.then we shared stuffs and i learnt that i have to grow more in certain aspects and learn to give up the areas that would not be pleasing to God. alrights,tmr i am studying.i want my STUDY PARTNER!!.but i doubt my study partner will be here anymore ): *piggyx really wanna thank God for you this fierce + firm towards me yet sweet + caring girLx! you really help me in aLOTz of areas.yes,you're right,God is scary because He really speak to me. *paLx you have all along been a great one.the one who stood by me through every decisions that i had made.you encourage me and spur me on,always. she fluttered at 1:03 AM |
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| Friday, January 23, 2004 |
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back into this room,
surroundered by the four flower walls. alright,CNY is over for me.once again,time to study.today's visit is quite alright, blessed to have my bro in-law who drived us around! hahas.dolly jiejie is a lecturer in SP and she advised me to go to poly after my secondary education,she said it will be better.ohhs,she mentioned to me abt music sch? sth like that.but i can't seem to find any.only can find course abt audio.anyway,this is to be decide only next yr. wOo~ xiao li jiejie looks a little bit like lydia sum and ah mei jiejie looks like zeng xiao ying. hoo~~ ohh manx! ah wee korkor have a VERY gd set of karaokay(hOw to sPeLL?!) set!! hahas.anyway, CNY is what penguinnie had described and i totally agree! -smiles at penguinnie- hahas. -bahhs- i gotto go and study! before that,let me plan some stuff first. *piggyx if you're reading this,find me in MSN or call me. *paLx sms me or call me.need to ask u about tmr. she fluttered at 7:06 PM |
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| Thursday, January 22, 2004 |
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she thought of giving up.
however,she didn't and she managed to survive throughout e day. first day of CNY and i still did not feel any new year mood at all -stares-.wanted to study for next week's re-tests today.but by the time i finished packing my stuff,i had a slight headache.therefore i went to take a nap.around 3.05pm my 3rd uncle called up and said that they will reach my hse at 4pm? hehes.i went back to sLp after picking up that call~ alright,so they reached around 4.05pm and the noise started to fill e hse! the house was quite packed because my 3rd unlce's family got aLOT of people.-bahhs- my 2 cousins smoked in e hse!! -rolls eyes- makes me so ~!@#.after that my 2nd uncle they all came,without calling.so another round of serving e drinks,people filling up e living room.but new year was quite alright afterall.babygirLx staying over tonight and now she is on my bed.yes,she had gained weight and she is still as naughty as before.she had became cuter too! xD her speech,her eyes,her actions! x) just now she was clipping my dad's hair with my hair cLiPz! how cute. alrights,i've to go to bed~ tmr visiting my aunties they all and i'll have to wake up early~ she fluttered at 9:41 PM |
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What comes to mind when you hear...
..snow?: snow... ..rain?: water... ..tornado?: the twisting of the wind... ..summer love?: love is in the air~ ..Jon?: i got so many friends call jon...must see which you talking abt... ..Mike?: hmms... ..Shea?: hmms... ..banana?: yuckks...the sticky fruit...but it is nice ..dizzy?: headache... ..Laura?: tell laura i love her...hahas! ..Juan?: i got one friend call juanA...but she migrated to australia... ..car?: sports car!! ..white?: surrender... ..peppermint?: ice-cream...!! ..New Found Glory?: a ray of light... ..placebo?: hmms...? ..orange juice?: orange... ..candid camera?: snap! snap! snap! ..sister?: my beloved sister... ..brother?: guys... ..hate?: dislike... ..school?: phs... ..President?: O.T.C ..football?: manchester united...david beckham... ..rap?: jay chou... ..pop?: archie's dad... ..rock?: school of ROCK!! ..punk?: anarchy punk... ..sex?: sucko... ..death?: eternal death... ..baby?: babygirLx... ..duuude?: dudette... ..the end?: another day gone... hahas.so funny.i heard e house filled with noise at the time of 6.40am? i thought i oversLept.but no.it was the beginning of CNY in my hse (: woke up at 8am and i just came back from bathing.the first person that i chat with this morning was terence.hahas.he very funny.he got my age all wrong~ at first he thought i had finish my 'O'.then he thought i finish my 'N'.hahas.hilarious~ wished my daddy and gave him a littlekiss.hehes.alright~ i smell nice NOW! *wiNkz* think i'm gonna stay at home today,waiting for people to come.hehes. babygirLx just called and wish daddy and me "happy new year". so cute xD she fluttered at 9:01 AM |
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| Wednesday, January 21, 2004 |
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He told me to look
beyond the sky that is above. now at piggyx hse.she prayed for me and God showed me what are the things that is going to happen to me this coming year.the things that i have to take note and what are the things that is going to harm me.i guess this is what paLx called it as "reverence fear".a kind of respectful fear towardsa God.there is something that i just cannot nostalgia anymore.alright,i shall not tag anymore at the tag-board that i am not supposed to and i shall not breathe a word about anything else.had discussion just now too.learnt quite a few stuff.but certainly i have won over brotherbear for e "quietness" in that group -bwahahas- ohhs,i had my first english tuition by ms neo today.hehs.it was -thumbs up-.i learnt and able to take note of the mistakes that i often make.hopefully my entries will improve more because she reads my blog! hahas xD tmr is half day because it is CNY eve! hahas.meeting char and celine at causeway point to meet up. didn't get to see them for a long time! )x having re-tests next week! -bahhs- another round of studying,studying and studying! she fluttered at 12:37 AM |
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| Monday, January 19, 2004 |
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i toss and turn.
i couldn't get to slp. probably i still holding on to the good times. i forced myself to slp. i couldn't. i forced myself to cry, no tears came out. maybe i was troubled by my own troubles, maybe i was troubled by your speech. whatever it is, i'm troubled. if you can fully understand what i'm going through and lift me up once again; letting me to know that you're still there when i need you the most. but, it seems like we've became strangers. does it hurt? i've no idea. she fluttered at 11:44 PM |
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don't nostalgia anymore;
move on. -sigh- i felt so idiot today in sch.wonders how come today i was in such a foul mood. alrights,i managed to get real nice contacts and that's e thing that brightens up my morning.after that attended social studies where mr lau asked all of us to write a 1 page answer to ONE question -_____-"" after that dread myself throughout math lesson; listening to mrs goh's nagging + teaching.after recess had chinese lesson.somehow i wasn't that quiet afterall.O_O!! i fell asleep during physics lesson.ohmygoodness! nearly got sent to ms tang together with kh cuz we went outta class without permission.but thanks to mr leek who is gracious enough to say give us one more chance.eng was one interesting period! cuz ms tan came in with ALL e complaints she had received just TODAY! wOoaH! complaints from 3 different teachers,more than 3 each i think. oHhs...just now was raining and i rang up mummy.she came down with e umbrellas to fetch me.brought back to e times when i was in pri. sch! hehes. she fluttered at 7:00 PM |
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| Sunday, January 18, 2004 |
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The beginning...
How are you today?: dread. What emotion are you feeling right now?: stomach condemn. What is your first name?: jiayi When is your birthday?: 6 april How old are you?: turning sweet sixteen soon. Do you think you were cute as a baby?: nope.i'm cuter when i was a baby! (^^) Where do you live?: yishun Do you like it where you live?: alright.but i wish for a bigger hse with e instruments i want! xD What grade in school are you in?: sec4. Just some random questions for you! Do you have any brothers or sisters?: one sister. What are their names and ages?: jasmine, turning 22 in june. Are you single?: yes. Do you want to have kids some day?: yes! How many kids do you want to have?: 2 or 3. What are some names you like right now?: shan't sayy. What's your favorite class in school?: e classes i've been in phs! -beams- Your least favorite?: none. What do you want to be when your older?: happy jiayi. Where do you want to live?: by the seaside with e ones i love. Do you want to go to college?: yupp. If so, which college(s)?: sa or aj. What do you think would be cool to major in?: not sure. Do you like flying on airplanes?: should be quite okayy... What's the coolest vacation you've ever taken?: none. Is there anyone you have a crush on?: nope. Celebrity crushes?: none. Do you watch shows like Rich Girls, The Simple Life, The Osbournes, etc.?: i seldom touch on TV programs. Go to the movies a lot?: not really unless e show interests me and my fren ask me go. More on you now... Hair color?: black with a little natural brown. Eye color?: mixture of black and a little brown. Height?: -sigh- 157cm i guess. Weight?: -runs away- i won't say till i achieve it! -bwahahas- Your best feature?: not satisfied with any. Your best characteristic?: loyal? you name it. Do you have any scars?: yupp. What are they from?: when i was still a cute little girl and knocked onto this glass table -sigh- Are your parents together still?: yupp. Do you honestly love your parents?: yes! Have you really and truly ACTUALLY considered suicide?: i think so. Do you have self-confidence?: yes,at times. Do you believe in yourself?: when i really have to. In your friends?: yes.this handful of them Oh yes, what's your astrological sign?: aries. Do you know your birth stone? What is it?: what's that? Do you like to run?: alright. Do you enjoy being lazy more, or being active?: active! xD The FAVORITES!! food?: century egg porridge, fruits, vegetables... drink?: limejuice. candy bar?: chocolate? fast food restaurant?: mos&mac's fries, kcf's w. potato, non fast food restaurant?: char kway teow from suntec's food court! sport to play?: badminton! running! swimming! basketball! sport to watch?: e above(points up). band?: ywam? ahahas,don't really have any. singer?: sun yanzi! -beams- instrument?: violin! electric guitar! piano! state?: country?: italy animal?: cats, dogs, dolphins, penguins! color?: red,black,white. sports team?: don't have any. female celeb?: don't have any. male celeb?: don't have any. To sum it up...: ? What time is it right now?: 1842hrs What music are you listening to?: ni yao de ai. What do you plan to do after this?: dinner i guess.follow by hmws! Do you label or stereotype people?: stereotype. Do you go to church?: yes. Ever stayed up all night?: yes. Ever lied to your parents about your plans after they said no?: yes. Do you believe in god?: definitely. Do you like taking surveys?: depends. What do you think of this one?: quite okayy. How many hours of sleep do you usually get per night?: less than 7hrs.(which i don't know how did i managed to pull through.probably is God's strength.) Do you love your friends?: yes. Are you content with your life?: nope. What is your favorite TV show?: holland village i think. And your favorite movie?: twin effect, darkwater, wishing stairs. Ever been to Australia?: nope. What are you doing tomorrow?: school, cg, eng tuition. she fluttered at 9:37 PM |
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if i were to chose something that represents me,
it will be instrument. if i were to search for something that will never die, it will be passion. if i were to use a word to represent my every feeling, it will be music. for it does not play like how i want it to be, but lead this hand of mine to produce the most beautiful music, of all. she fluttered at 5:17 PM |
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wipe the tears
and be strong again. wOoaH! i'm e 2nd to reach nexus for sound! hahaa! lao da won meEee!! anyway,had a nice time learning more on sound adjustment~!! stayed to do duty for PM too! wOo...nice nice xD then after that went to have a quickk bite at macs then went for first service! heh hehx! finally met cynthia; sec 1 phs! -beams- quite an interesting girLx! -grins- after that went up to do sound.somehow thinks that today's sound is rather loud.and somehow today's electric guitar not like usual -wonders- anyway,lao da told us to listen more songs and to take note on what songs muz concentrate on what instruments.so that it can enable us when doing duty! yeahx! after service got a short seed meeting.after that supposed to go home straight with paLx but in e end we went to PS to walked.shared some stuff too xD which i think its really a blessing to have her as my paLx! "there's always something important to do at that very moment." -bwahahas- was very amused when i said out a nickx.ahahs. -looks at paLx- -burst out in laughters- indeed she's MY paLx! *wiNkz* she fluttered at 12:05 AM |
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| Friday, January 16, 2004 |
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lift me up and
make me strong. hadn't been blogging for quite a few days.and things are constantly changing; every minute,every second.these few days had been quite happening.at least to me. shan't elaborate.discovered that people still stand by me even when i think they're not. always there,ready to pick me up and guide me through which i really wanna thank God for xD didn't turn up for thurs's cg.went to piggyx hse instead and went down to meet aah to have dinner together at PS.had a nice talk with her too xD learnt and understand alot of things.wOoaH.i've aLOT of things that i want to do and to complete!! -nods- am feeling so so tired now. O.O!! my dark rings are getting darker!! -bigbigsigh!- i DON'T WANT!! -ssccreamx!!- -shakes head- alrights.it doesn't help in any way. *paLx thanks for that reply.deeply appreciate it! xD she fluttered at 9:55 PM |
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| Monday, January 12, 2004 |
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it'll be a night
that i'll remember forever. listening to some sappy songs.makes me feel so...mel.well,i'm thinking of some stuff now.had a long day out there that i enjoyed so much to be back into my room once again.-sighs- i really don't like people to disturb me when i'd set my mind to study. was disturbed today when i was happily staying back in my class to study! -frowns- after that went to town with leng and we took neos! after which bought a shirt and went down to L2's hse for meeting.after that loitered ard at my fren's hse area just to make sure e stuff won't get stolen.mans,it was abt an hr of loitering okayy! anyway,how dumb can a person be? its obvious that i don't want you to see me around.-bahhs- but whyy did i tell you in e end?! -sLaPz myself- am attracted to e bk that piggyx had lent me.it was so interesting that it leaves me to read and read and read wherever i go.even when i loitered today.its speaking of how i'm feeling now and its all abt how i'm going through now.i simply LLoovvEE that bk. alrights.i've gotto move on from tonight.no more look back and regrets.no more tears to be shed again. she fluttered at 11:42 PM |
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| Sunday, January 11, 2004 |
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my hopes and desires,
i've told You. -thumbs up + touched- by today's service.haven't been feeling this much for quite a long time.e worship was superb.could feel everyone crying from inner to God.lifting everything up to Him (: the atmosphere allowed everyone to have that child-like faith + trust,to cry and to pray to Him.the moment i sat down for sermon,i feel so gggreat. read on lamentations 3:25-26 which convicts my heart even more.it was like a tailor-made sermon to me.it speaks so much more and making me refreshed + renewed totally.ohhs,and i stoned alot. -wonders- whyy??!! xD got my YO! magazine!! -beams- so happy! hahas.ordered e camp photos too! x) collected + keyed in stats too! it has been such a long time.thinks that my skill of keying them in had improved much moreee.heh hehx~! went out with paLx after collecting stats.walked all e way to wisma atria to get my mummy's tank-top changed and walked all e way back to centrepoint's coffee bean to have a drink! e cheesecake is nice! *yuMz* ohhs,and we sat until like 10.15pm? hahas.it was sucha nice talkk! xD after that walked to PS to use the toilet there --;; Lord i give my heart Lord i give my life in all i say everything that i do i am Yours i am Yours Lord You're all i need everything i dream my hopes and desires i've found them in You Cause You chose me You've called me by name from the moment that You touched my life i have been changed You found me and set me apart now i'm reaching for my destiny this future You have planned for me she fluttered at 1:27 AM |
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| Saturday, January 10, 2004 |
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all she needs is
discipline and self-control. xD mocks over! -bwahahas- ohhs wells,it isn't e end of exams right? hahas.but anyway,the F&N paper was the SAME.heh hehx~ and i studied last yr's final yr paper! x) guess i've to learn to read instructions CAREFULLY.cuz when i was studying,e last part i didn't read e "ALL" word.therefore i only studied 1 question when they want us to do ALL!!! -sighs- my memory is getting bad!! -doublesigh- ohh wells,got back my eng paper! for e FIRST time that my class's percentage of passing rate is higher than 4compassion.hahas.we've got 6 ppl who pass while they've 5 ppl.ahahas~ thank God that i'm one of them who'd passed! couldn't believe in e first placE! hehex. mr chandra came into our class and talked to us abt standard and stuffs like that.our impression of him totally changed! thought that he would be a fierce teacher which will leave us all to be extream quiet during his lesson.but no,he joke with us and lame ard with us! hahas.kai hui was there admiring him.mans, she's ALWAYS falling in love with our sci teachers! alrights.my sch's standard is really high.this is the critirial for us to be promoted to sec 5 NA:: 'N' level less than 10 points; pass eng and chose the best 3 subjs. EMS ; english, mathematics and science = 10 points and below. if EMS is over 10 points, even if i score A1 in my F&N, humanities and chinese, i can't be promoted to sec 5 NA. see? this is how tough to study in my school! hahas.leng and i was talking abt going JC.hahas~ anyway,after mr chandra told us this, leng,hui, audrey me got into our study grp and settle the days we've to stay back to study.so this is e rough guide of my week:: monday - study till 6-7pm in school (science + F&N [ me and kaihui ]) tuesday - F&N extra lesson wednesday - chinese + cg thursday - biology extra lesson,biology remedial OR phy remedial + training + music pract! friday - study till 6-7pm in school (mathematics) wOo~ sudden feel like studying! hahas.paLx was like..."you mad huh?" alrights,gotto go blow my hair.leaving for shepherding soon. she fluttered at 8:11 AM |
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| Friday, January 09, 2004 |
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it has all just begin.
xD tmr is e last paper for my mocks! or should i say about 10hrs later? hahas.hmms, dun think i'll do well.juz realized that my mind + heart had been lagging for a week. where mocks' gonna over and my heart + mind is telling me to start studying! --;; alrights.i'm staying after school to study tmr! (: start the year right.that's what every teacher had been saying in e school! went for music pract. though i'm not doing duty this week.went there to study. hahas.it was until 10.10pm that i really start flipping through my textbook and finding e answers to last yr's final term paper! -bwahahas- nevertheless,at least some facts got into my mind! x) after the answer-research,allowed myself to sing! ahahas.then went home with aah! crapped along e way as usual.before she alight,she said "msg me when you reach home- [ reached home safely full stop ] ". so i typed e exact sentence to her when i reached home.ahahas. *piggyx thanks for the prayer you'd prayed over me just now x) she fluttered at 12:35 AM |
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| Wednesday, January 07, 2004 |
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once we walked past each other
just like what a normal stranger does. until this point of our life that we begin our journey. like the stars that's up above, you're precious and i treasure. you brighten up my days just like how the rainbows make me smile. now that i'd end it where we'd began, i thank you for everything. from strangers we'd became, to strangers back we'll be. she fluttered at 11:47 PM |
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| Tuesday, January 06, 2004 |
 See what Care Bear you are.she fluttered at 11:26 PM |
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| Monday, January 05, 2004 |
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she could feel everything
screwing up within her. *bLiNkz* feeling a little tired now. -sLaPz myself- -shakes myself- "jiayi!! gotto stay awake throughoutttt the nitex!" -nods nods- pray that i can stay awake throughout the nitex to study.today's eng was quite okayy.social studies was a -shakes head- dontwannasayanymore.alrights,gotto move on.in many things.one is studies.left with 4 more days of papers! shall,will and muz do well! hahas.tmr is chinese! and i've studied like -counts finger- 5 chapters? those important chapters.hahas.alrights, left with 6 notsoimportant chapters to go through.thankspenguinnie for spending her time to help me with my maths just now! -siaMz- to study chinese nOw~!! she fluttered at 11:41 PM |
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| Sunday, January 04, 2004 |
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you rather lose a friend
than to salvage it. feeling so tired now -_____-"" i juz can't study or have full concentration on sunday!! anyway,did my first sound duty yesterday!! was quite afraid that i wouldn't be doing anything so told aah shu to let me play e soundtracks! hahas.hmms,did a mistake and i went O_O!! didn't do it on purpose alrights? sermon was presented in a different way. pris and tamar painted Joshua 1:9 out."no breakthrough until God break us".this e thing that spoke to me.wanna have a breakthrough in one area of my life that i'm working very hard at now.after service had a short seed meeting.settle cg and point out some stuff that we all have to improve on =) after that met up with piggyx and brother at PS and we went to take neos!! -beams- then went "the cafe cartel" to sit down and chat.left at abt 10.15pm? went to douby ghuat there and continued talking.played "truth or dare" too.hahas.met up with celineat amk and she came my hse to stayover.heh hehs.we sLept like 2+am? was talking to her. exams is tmr and i haven't even touch on social studies.mans,how am i going to pass? -shrugs- can't be bothered with other stuffs now.
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| Friday, January 02, 2004 |
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but those who hope in the Lord
will renew their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles; they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not be faint. e first day of school.quite okayy.wasn't late for school and i was able to wake up on time! act. i think that i didn't even really sLp at all.-sighs- last yr's sch re-open and this yr is totally different.had commencement service.mrs tan's message to us "Do you not know? Have you not heard? The Lord is the everlasting God. the Creator of the ends of the earth. He will not grow tired or weary, and his understanding no one can fathom. He gives strength to the weary and increases the power of the weak. Even youths grow tired and weary, and young men stumble and fall; but those who hope in the Lord will renew their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles; they will not run and not grow weary, they will walk and not be faint." pastors prayed for the whole school and i reallyyyy wants to do well this yr! (^^) after that returned back to our classroom.hmms...my classroom is always at the corner.hahas.whyy?but not bad also.heh hehs.during recess all took out e hps and started taking photos! -bwahahs- had our consortium meeting/dialogue session and they showed us the expection of them to us.gotto work extremely hard for this 2yrs! watched "school of rock" today with paLx! it was -thumbs up!!- highly inspired! paLx! piggyx! penguinnie! brother! what are we waiting for?! (secret joke).hahas! had a nice time talking to her too! xD she fluttered at 11:57 PM |
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| Thursday, January 01, 2004 |
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sometimes i just can't help
but feel nostalgic for this friendship. alrights.my day was fruitful,fun and kind of rush.feel so guilty of making penguinnie to wait for me at somerset mrt station for 1hr 15mins!! -sighs- penguinnie...sorry...she didn't even breathe any word or complain when i reached! so bad of me.then we went BK and started studying.today is better! she only said "don't give me that face" once! hahas.used to be like...aLOT of times! hahas.after that went for music pract. helped them to move e things back to stage and then we went uncoiling e wires...penguinnie said that i'm a perfectionist.which i think it is true.hahas.abt 4.30pm aah shu left for work cuz music pract. also end already.but penguinnie and me stayed on and see them jam.hahas.after that went down to J8 to get my textbooks.-sighs- only managed to get chinese textbook and workbook for 4B.saw cassian there with his friend also.hahas.so,can conclude that he also did his LAST MIN shopping of books! hahas. during music pract.'s worship time,i felt so nostalgic about alot of things.the things i'd done in the past,the people whom i treasured so much and it went on my mind even when i was traveling down to bishan alone in the train.it was all so nice and they were indeed sweet memories.-sighs- shouldn't dwell in it so much. "jiayi,you just have to move on." she fluttered at 9:18 PM |
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i know i'm missing something.
-bigbigsighs- i'm at HOME now.how can you ever believe that jiayi is at home when she's supposed to be out there counting down to an exciting yr ahead??!! -sighs- even heard ppl saying "counting down to new year is no fun"...-bahhs- am so O_O!! cuz this is e first yr i nv go countdown for both christmas + new yr! what am i doing manx~ anyway,didn't wanna sent so many sms-es.so those who had received,i treasure you guys and love you always okayys xD -beams beams- bought my new yr clotheys! hahas.now i've like BAGs of stuff on my floor? hehes.ohhs! tmr meeting penguinnie to study at TOWN.-bwahahs- guess i'll be able to see e rubbish that singaporeans throw tonight?carrying my new school bag later!!(01-01-04) hahas.alrights,sch starting tmr! xD she fluttered at 12:14 AM |
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+jiayi |
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| beautiful moments.` | |
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+ BBQ + careleaders + coreteam + courageous camp + dangers! + evax day + faith camp + family + kbox + match at sas + moments + neb + siMpsOnx + soccer cg + steamboat + teachers' day + 17-05-03 + 05-11-03 + 08-11-03 + 3devotion'03 |
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| each individual.` | |
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+ aaron + ah xiao + AJ2 + amelia + cheow hong + chen pei + cherie + chew yee + clarence + debbie + dehui + ding cheun + eelee + ethan + esther + evelyn + germs + gwen + huixin + ian + irene + jacob + jaime + janis + jason + jeremy + jessie + jian cong + jia shen + joanne + joel + junhuang + junxiong + kokok + lausanne + linda + lisin + meiyan + puay + qian jin + ray + rain + reagan + ron + ruichen + ruth + samantha + sean + sheralyn + shi hui + shila + shirley + sophia + wynnie + timothy + valneo + wendeline + xiuhui + yanyan + yihui 
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| left behind.` | |
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+ guitarjia + musicgirLx 2003 + july + august + september + october + november + december 2004 + january |
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| unveil my eyes.` | |
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i want to lift my eyes and see the plans You have for me to share Your dreams for this reveal to me i want to know You more and more to be Your bright and shining star so that in my life i'll do what You will do take my hands and hold me near reveal to me Your plan i'll make it all become a part of me all i have belongs to You this hands i lift to You Lord, let Your Word watch over me show me Lord each and every day the best i can ever be for when i'm found in You that lay me at Your truth that's when my eyes they finally see |
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